Translation of the song lyrics Perspektive - Ana Nikolic

Perspektive (original)

Kad na poziv ne odgovaram, vrata kada ti ne otvaram
Veruj, ništa nisam pila, od tebe ne bih to krila
Gde sam ne pitaj komšije, nemoj da zvoniš i lupaš
Kako ti već nije dosta?
Godinama me čupaš
Život je za žive, žive, ne znam više ni šta to znači
Ubila sam perspektive, zato me se već jednom otkači
Život je za žive, žive, gde se ovde svetlo pali?
Ubila sam perspektive, mama, volim te, za mnom ne žali
Nisam htela da se trudim, druge krivim što mi ne ide
Istini u oči žmurim, al' ogledala me vide
Ti nemoj sebe da kriviš, dovoljno si pomogla
Da spasiš mene od mene, jedino to nisi mogla
Život je za žive, žive, ne znam više ni šta to znači
Ubila sam perspektive, zato me se već jednom otkači
Život je za žive, žive, gde se ovde svetlo pali?
Ubila sam perspektive, mama, volim te, za mnom ne žali
Ja ne postojim nigde pa ni tu
Bez mene koferi još putuju
Pod voz sam svoje snove bacila
Iz sebe ljubav sam izbacila
Život je za žive, žive, ne znam više ni šta to znači
Ubila sam perspektive, zato me se već jednom otkači
Život je za žive, žive, gde se ovde svetlo pali?
Ubila sam perspektive, mama, volim te, za mnom ne žali

Perspektive (translation)

When I don't answer the call, when I don't open the door for you
Believe me, I didn't drink anything, I wouldn't hide it from you
Don't ask your neighbors where you are, don't ring and bang
How come you haven't had enough?
You've been tearing me up for years
Life is for the living, alive, I don't even know what that means anymore
I killed the prospects, so it knocked me out for once
Life is for the living, alive, where is the light on here?
I killed the prospects, Mom, I love you, don't feel sorry for me
I didn't want to try, I blame others for not doing well
I close my eyes to the truth, but the mirrors see me
You don't blame yourself, you've helped enough
You couldn't save me from me
Life is for the living, alive, I don't even know what that means anymore
I killed the prospects, so it knocked me out for once
Life is for the living, alive, where is the light on here?
I killed the prospects, Mom, I love you, don't feel sorry for me
I don't exist anywhere, not even here
Without me, suitcases are still traveling
I threw my dreams under the train
I threw love out of myself
Life is for the living, alive, I don't even know what that means anymore
I killed the prospects, so it knocked me out for once
Life is for the living, alive, where is the light on here?
I killed the prospects, Mom, I love you, don't feel sorry for me