Translation of the song lyrics Es zinu, visi mani nievā - Ainars Mielavs

Es zinu, visi mani nievā (original)

Es zinu, visi mani nievā
Es zinu, visi mani nīst
Lai mani nīst, lai mani nievā
Vienalga man, vienalga man
Pār kapiem laižas melnas vārnas
Un žēli ķērc: Nav vērts, nav vērts!
Es atspiežos uz kapa malas
Un saucu līdz: Nav vērts, nav vērts!
Kā vēja dzīti mākonīši
Tā manas domas projām klīst
Pēc kaut kā cēla, nezināma
Sirds ilgojas, sirds ilgojas
Lai novīst visas manas rozes
Lai izgaist visas cerības
Es varu raudāt, varu atkal smieties
Vienalga man, vienalga man

Es zinu, visi mani nievā (translation)

I know, everyone mocks me
I know everyone hates me
Let me be hated, let me be despised
I don't care, I don't care
Black crows fly over the graves
And pitifully croak: It's not worth it, it's not worth it!
I lean on the edge of the grave
And cried out: Not worth it, not worth it!
Like clouds driven by the wind
So my thoughts wander away
After something noble, unknown
The heart longs, the heart longs
To wither all my roses
To fade away all hope
I can cry, I can laugh again
I don't care, I don't care