Of course it hurts not being able to trust anyone
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Life goes on but I don't see it changing
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I pray to heaven that one day he will send me someone
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That he stay here by my side and take care of me to be well
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I don't need to be sworn to a lifetime
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I just need you to change my world
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Tired of waiting my heart has turned to stone
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They promise you heaven and earth and you snack on the seconds
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Many times I repeat to myself "come on boy, don't be silly"
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Actually I know I'm not asking for that much
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A person who loves me, takes care of me and puts up with me
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Even on the days when not even I can stand it
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My head advises me to stop fooling around
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He tells me "be damn happy, you already deserve it"
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I ask my head: “what if I fail?
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My heart answers, but I don't pay any attention to that
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Because I went from suffering again for the same story
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It tires me that my life has more turns than a Ferris wheel
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The things that hurt the most stay in the memory
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And those who loved you yesterday will treat you like scum today
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Of course it hurts and it's really hard
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You promised forever and tell me where the fuck is it?
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Of course I scratch myself when I write if I deprive myself
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To tell you the reasons why I'm still so bad
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Tell me then how am I going to save myself from this
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If the little I have left stays in all my texts
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A lamp lights me up but the light doesn't point at me
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And why so many questions if I don't answer them later?
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I'm just looking for a person who understands my reproaches
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That he understand me, defend me and not even God take it away from me
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I am looking for a person who makes me happy every night
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And that with just a smile divide my world in two
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I have no hope left, you took them away
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You promised me a whole world and it was a disaster
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I no longer distinguish black and white, there is no contrast
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It seems you were looking for something in me that you never found
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I don't really blame you, and I don't lie to you if I do
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Drop by drop a puddle is born and from a puddle you created a lake
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Only you understand that in my life you were everything
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And despite doing it wrong, I always loved you my way
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When the heart contracts and the head contradicts what
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you think
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What you feel, if you lie to yourself if you repeat that you can get out of everything, but not
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Everything goes out, even love, even the heat remains the dread that always bitter
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And you walk away without saying anything, not a word, not a goodbye and I
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Without a voice I sing to you still waiting for you to open that door that you closed
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With a key so that it does not enter
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It's raining outside, just wait and hold me until it calms down
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Not even drying my tears has an effect on me
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Not even taking out what's inside makes me be me
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If the anger that I accumulate is due to the lack of your affection
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All that's left is for your skirt to become my amulet again
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Be as good as the puzzle you created in me
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I am here but still you are so far away
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And tell me now, why die for you?
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If in the end it will be me who I hate the most in the mirror
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And yes fuck, it got to hurt, I stopped smelling your aroma of coconut
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Going crazy for you, it did me little good
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But hey, like everything I guess it ends soon
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And today I don't believe in more tomorrows if it fools you like a fool
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My vision is blurred and the illusion is already over
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The most precious lie is the truth and it fascinates us
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Imagine that a person always says what he feels
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But nothing is forever and in the end it eliminates us
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And not one more night illuminate that million stars
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That I never got to count on you each of them
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Well behind this curtain my heart was left without a trace
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And the rest is superfluous because she wasn't there
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Fortunately, you put less lime on my sand
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If this sea already has salt, do not add more to me because it already burns
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"I love you more" I won, I showed it a thousand times
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But sometimes showing is not enough, it seems to me
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You deserve to be treated like you treated everyone
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Well after so much trying to kill my soul I just
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I think about moving on and getting free
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And not put me where it covers in case you come back to sink me
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I remain firm in what I said, I said govern well they said
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“Before thinking of everything, think of yourself first”
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Words are words that turn with the wind
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And even if the words frost, what I feel never goes away |