Translation of the song lyrics Rencor - El Barrio

Rencor (original)

Rencor, ya no te guardo rencor
Solamente me dedico
A tenerte en el olvido
Amor, no sé si hubo amor
Si escondiste en tu sonrisa
El mayor de los castigos
Tal vez el soñar con el edén
Y pensar que eras mujer
De promesas incumplidas
Veré si mi forma de querer
Me ha traicionado tal vez
Y me arrastra a la deriva
Reir, me dan ganas de reir
Cuando veo que sin ti
Mi sonrisa me saluda
Vivir, muchas ganas de vivir
Y que se apiade de ti
El conceptito de la duda
Lloré, yo no niego que lloré
Y mil veces
Hasta pensé que me volvería loco
Soñé y en un sueño analicé
La virtud de tu querer
Y por mi dabas muy poco
Que con mi cuerpo
No te has rozao (BiS)
A mi me da en el pensamiento
Que tú a mi me has olvidao
Y en mi soledad
Tengo miles de horas
Que me invitan a soñar
Y si voy a quearme solo
Solito y abandonao
Pero más vale solo
Que muy mal acompañao
Y en mi soledad
Tengo miles de horas que me invitan a soñar
Y si voy a quearme solo, solito y abandonao
Pero más vale solo que muy mal acompañao
Parece mentira pero mentira no es
Que me halla confundido
Con las cosas del querer
Parece mentira, parece mentira
Que sea todo tan hermoso
Y que prontito se termina
(y después pases fatigas)
Tal vez el soñar

(translation)

Resentment, I no longer hold a grudge against you
I only dedicate myself
To keep you in oblivion
Love, I don't know if there was love
If you hid in your smile
The greatest of punishments
Maybe dreaming of Eden
And to think that you were a woman
of broken promises
I will see if my way of wanting
She has betrayed me maybe
And she drags me adrift
Laugh, it makes me want to laugh
When I see that without you
my smile greets me
Live, a lot of desire to live
And may she have mercy on you
The concept of doubt
I cried, I do not deny that I cried
and a thousand times
I even thought I would go crazy
I dreamed and in a dream I analyzed
The virtue of your love
And for me you gave very little
that with my body
You have not rubbed (BiS)
It hits me in the thought
that you have forgotten me
and in my loneliness
I have thousands of hours
that invite me to dream
And if I'm going to burn alone
Alone and abandoned
But better alone
what a bad accompaniment
and in my loneliness
I have thousands of hours that invite me to dream
And if I'm going to burn alone, alone and abandoned
But it is better alone than very badly accompanied
It seems a lie but it is not a lie
that finds me confused
with the things of love
It seems a lie, it seems a lie
Let everything be so beautiful
And how soon it ends
(and then you pass fatigue)
maybe the dream