Translation of the song lyrics Outro - Supa

Outro (original)

Chcel som jej ju dať po lakeť do zadku
Nemám to v hlave poriadku
Tresla dverami hodil som po nej topanku
Tak si bež, uvidíme komu bude do plaču
Asi viem, že sa možno budem musieť ovládnuť
Chcem zavŕtať tu zasranú hlaveň do spánku
Ale vyzerá to tak, že nemám zase odvahu
A načo aj?
Sledujem z okna zachmúrene mraky
A prvýkrat chápem, že mi je agresia na nič
A je to iba aké si to spravím
Nepustím život z dlaní
Kým mi ho nevytrhe smrtka po násilnom milovaní
Nikdy som nebol vyrovnaný
A ako by som vôbec mohol?
Žijem od malička medzi psychopatmi
Vždy som myslel, že odídem z tohto sveta primoc mladý
Ale drží sa ma ako kliešť, až mám z toho zimomriavky
Ženy su pre mňa hrozba
Každú čo som poznal kradla moju dušu ako fotka
A je tu zase nová, zas som sa stratil v očiach
A skočil do nich z hora ako z útesu do mora
Mal by som sa už poznať, no je to stále dookola
Robím tie iste chyby, ktoré ma potom bolia
Nech som akýkoľvek cynik vždy som kŕmil malú nádej
Že to nejak zvládnem vo svojej chorej mysli
A tak sa stále snažím hľadať

Outro (translation)

I wanted to elbow her in the ass
I don't have it right in my head
Slamming the door, I threw my shoe at her
So run, let's see who will cry
I guess I know I might have to control myself
I want to drill this fucking barrel into my temple
But it looks like I don't have the courage again
And why?
I watch gloomy clouds from the window
And for the first time I understand that my aggression is useless
And it's just how I make it
I will not let go of life
Until death snatches it from me after violent lovemaking
I was never balanced
And how could I?
I have lived among psychopaths since I was a child
I always thought that I would leave this world very young
But it sticks to me like a tick, it gives me chills
Women are a threat to me
Everyone I knew stole my soul like a photo
And it's new again, I lost myself in the eyes again
And he leapt into them from the mountain as from a cliff into the sea
I should know by now, but it keeps going around
I make the same mistakes that hurt me afterwards
As much of a cynic as I am, I've always nursed a little hope
That I can somehow manage it in my sick mind
And so I'm still trying to search