Translation of the song lyrics Palabras Mudas - Porta, Gema

Palabras Mudas (original)

Quiero decirte tantas cosas que no pude, asume que te amo por encima de todo
aunque a veces lo dudes, Cada discusion nos hizo mas fuertes
no fue la suerte quien nos unió, y no me alejaria de tí
ni ante la muerte.
Nada fue tu culpa amor
Nada de lo que sucedió.
No quiero verte llorar más
hazlo por mí, por favor.
Pienso y pensaré que fui un idiota, lo daria todo
tan solo por poder escribirte solo una nota
Ahora no puedo, desespero, joder, quá duro resulta
estar tan cerca y saber que no me volverás a escuchar nunca.
El tiempo pasa lento aqui, no hay pared de cemento
que me pueda separar de ti, No sin que antes puedas sentir
mi aliento en el viento cuando sopla
Yo planeé un futuro pero no lo imaginé así, te lo juro
Y me pregunto si es verdad que podrás perdonarme un día
Condenado a estar contigo cuando no puedes ser mía.
Esto se nubla y veo que ya no estás
No podré salir de todo esto si tú, te vas
Quiero que decirte que ya no hay calor a mi
que la esperanza se me escapa y deja de existir.
Cometi tantas cagadas que si te fueras tú, yo lo perderia todo
yendome yo tu no pierdes nada, ahora mis palabras se han quedado mudas,
confía en mi, he oido decir por ahi que el tiempo todo lo cura,
senti el dolor solo un instante, ese
instante ya te anhelaba.
¡Tantas cosas por decirte, tanto tiempo nos quedaba!, cuando todo se acaba
cuesta creer.
Puta vida injusta, asusta saber que lo que mas quieres lo puedes
perder.
Joder, dame una ultima oportunidad, no lo puedo aceptar
Solo pido un día mas.
De todo a nada en cuestión de segundos
El dolor de ver con tus propios ojos como se derrumba tu mundo
No llores, No voy a dejarte sola, (¿me oyes?)
Te intenté decir que no sufrí por mucho que me ignores
Aunque lo merezco, porque la culpa ha sido mía
Y he salido por la puerta sin decir que te queria.
Esto se nubla y veo que ya no estás
No podré salir de todo esto si tú te vas
Quiero que decirte que ya no hay calor a mi
que la esperanza se me escapa y deja de existir
No sé que esta pasando, tampoco se donde estoy
me siento solo, como si ya no supiera ni quien soy
Hay lluvia en el arcén y el tiempo se ha parado
No veo mi reflejo pero si imagenes que han pasado.
No entendia nada hasta que vi mi cuerpo en el suelo
no podia creer este destino cruel que me enveneno
Pude ver lo que sentiste tras recibir la llamada
Vi tu cara palida, sin alma sin nada
Lagrimas caen de tu rostro sobre nuestras fotos
Seré tu relato corto, el retrato que cubre tu corazón
roto.
Y aunque me joda, vete con otro y que te cuide
VIVE!, Tan solo te pido que no me olvides
Se que no hay salida y que ya es tarde
Recuerdo la conversacion que tuvimos aquella tarde
y me lo juraste, por favor no hagas ninguna tonteria
Joder, deja esa cuchilla me dijiste que no lo harias!
Hay lluvia en el arcén y el tiempo se ha parado
No veo mi reflejo pero si imagenes que han pasado
Y las veo junto a ti, que estas a mi lado ahora
con ganas de volver porque nuestras familias lloran.
Esto se nubla y veo que ya no estás
No podré salir de todo esto si tú, te vas
Quiero que decirte que ya no hay calor en mi
que la esperanza se me escapa y deja de existir.
Esto se nubla y veo que ya no estás
No podré salir de todo esto si tú, te vas
Quiero que decirte que ya no hay calor en mi
que la esperanza se me escapa y deja de existir.

(translation)

I want to tell you so many things that I couldn't, assume that I love you above all
Although sometimes you doubt it, each discussion made us stronger
It wasn't luck that brought us together, and I wouldn't walk away from you
nor in the face of death.
nothing was your fault love
Nothing that happened.
I don't want to see you cry anymore
do it for me please.
I think and I will think that I was an idiot, I would give everything
just to be able to write you just a note
Now I can't, I'm desperate, damn, how hard it is
being so close and knowing that you will never hear me again.
Time passes slowly here, there is no concrete wall
that I can separate myself from you, not before you can feel
my breath in the wind when it blows
I planned a future but I didn't imagine it that way, I swear
And I wonder if it's true that you can forgive me one day
Condemned to be with you when you can't be mine.
This is cloudy and I see that you are no longer
I won't be able to get out of all this if you, you leave
I want to tell you that there is no longer heat to me
that hope escapes me and ceases to exist.
I did so many shits that if it were you, I would lose everything
leaving me you do not lose anything, now my words have remained silent,
Trust me, I've heard it said that time heals everything,
I felt the pain for just a moment, that
Instantly I longed for you.
So many things to tell you, we had so much time left! When everything is over
it's hard to believe.
Unfair fucking life, it's scary to know that what you want most you can
to lose.
Damn, give me one last chance, I can't take it
I only ask for one more day.
From everything to nothing in a matter of seconds
The pain of seeing with your own eyes how your world collapses
Don't cry, I'm not going to leave you alone, (do you hear me?)
I tried to tell you that I didn't suffer no matter how much you ignore me
Although I deserve it, because the fault has been mine
And I walked out the door without saying I loved you.
This is cloudy and I see that you are no longer
I won't be able to get out of all this if you leave
I want to tell you that there is no longer heat to me
that hope escapes me and ceases to exist
I don't know what's going on, I don't know where I am either
I feel alone, as if I don't even know who I am
There is rain on the shoulder and time has stopped
I don't see my reflection but I do see images that have passed.
I did not understand anything until I saw my body on the ground
I couldn't believe this cruel fate that poisoned me
I could see what you felt after receiving the call
I saw your pale face, soulless with nothing
Tears fall from your face on our photos
I will be your short story, the portrait that covers your heart
broken.
And even if it fucks me, go with someone else and let him take care of you
LIVE!, I just ask you not to forget me
I know that there is no way out and that it is already late
I remember the conversation we had that afternoon
and you swore to me, please don't do anything stupid
Damn put that blade down you told me you wouldn't!
There is rain on the shoulder and time has stopped
I don't see my reflection but I do see images that have passed
And I see them next to you, who are by my side now
wanting to return because our families cry.
This is cloudy and I see that you are no longer
I won't be able to get out of all this if you, you leave
I want to tell you that there is no longer heat in me
that hope escapes me and ceases to exist.
This is cloudy and I see that you are no longer
I won't be able to get out of all this if you, you leave
I want to tell you that there is no longer heat in me
that hope escapes me and ceases to exist.