Translation of the song lyrics In meiner Erinnerung - Letzte Instanz

In meiner Erinnerung (original)

Stur sind sie wie gestern, heute, gerade eben
Und ich komm nicht dagegen an
Entwicklung, wie dumm, wie dumm
In meiner Erinnerung
Stand ich vor einer Wand da blieb ich stumm
In meiner Erinnerung weiß nicht warum
Und es fällt ein Regen
Und es fällt mir wieder ein
Was sein muss, muss nun mal so sein
In meiner Erinnerung
War früher alles anders reich und bunt
In meiner Erinnerung ein Glas fiel um
In meiner Erinnerung
War alles klug und gut um mich herum
In meiner Erinnerung war alles dumm
Und Regen fällt wie Vorhang
Und dann fällt's mir wieder ein
Was sein muss, muss nun mal so sein
When I believe that I don’t I don’t know
Everything’s welcome
And nothing not a thing is wrong
When I believe that I don’t I don’t know
What will become
What would’ve been gone an what would belong
When I could believe that I don’t I don’t know
If I only could would it be wrong
Oh really I don’t know

(translation)

They are stubborn like yesterday, today, just now
And I don't mind
Development, how stupid, how stupid
In my memory
If I stood in front of a wall, I remained silent
In my memory I don't know why
And it rains
And it comes back to me
What has to be, has to be like this
In my memory
Everything used to be rich and colourful
In my memory a glass fell over
In my memory
Everything was smart and good around me
In my memory everything was stupid
And rain falls like a curtain
And then I remember
What has to be, has to be like this
When I believe that I don't I don't know
Everything's welcome
And nothing not a thing is wrong
When I believe that I don't I don't know
What will become
What would've been gone an what would belong
When I could believe that I don't I don't know
If I only could it would be wrong
Oh really I don't know