Mom, the longing doesn't hurt anymore
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It doesn't hurt to miss him anymore
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I don't feel anything anymore, I'm tired
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How much I loved him
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I thought I wouldn't be able to forget you
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I thought it was forever
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I can still feel it flickering slowly
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Your longing in me
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I didn't think there was life after you
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I will write stories about the past
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I'm just going to write so I don't forget them
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I will write until I slowly disappear
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I know, I forgot you
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You don't forget me
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I want you to know that this is my revenge
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Keep me close to your heart among regrets
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Mom, the longing doesn't hurt anymore
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It doesn't hurt to miss him anymore
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I don't feel anything anymore, I'm tired
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How much I loved him
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Run, heart, run
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That the monster is dead
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But now you can shout
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You can scream, you can cry
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You can hit with clenched fists
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Even if you can't see it, I'm always teary-eyed
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My heart doesn't hurt anymore
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I don't play the victim anymore
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I don't give anymore, and you don't give anymore
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Stop replying
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The last word is always something small
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We both use the harshest truth
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We are alone together
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Once we laughed in the Sun, now we howl in the storm
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And when lightning and thunder
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You have words as a shield
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I didn't see, I couldn't
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I will not forget you
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Mom, the longing doesn't hurt anymore
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It doesn't hurt to miss him anymore
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I don't feel anything anymore, I'm tired
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How much I loved him
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Loves go away, I once learned that
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Before you, but not before you
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And I wish you to love as I have loved you
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Maybe that way you would understand what a heavy soul means |