Translation of the song lyrics Cara a Cara - Dante

Cara a Cara (original)

No me acostumbro a vivir siempre con la voz de mi cabeza
Hoy mi monstruo del armario me acecha entre la maleza
Se ha cansado de estar encerrado, por eso quizás
Sale para hacerme trizas, pero toca hacer limpieza
Me he cansado de joderlo todo solo por ti
¿Qué coño has hecho conmigo?, ¿qué coño buscas aquí?
Dijiste que eras mi amigo y yo te he creído hasta el fin
Pero al final fuiste el veneno que habitaba en mi
Ya suficinte, nunca ha sido de frent
Me hiciste reticente
Me hiciste hasta desconfiar de la gente
Precisamente a mí que siempre peque de valiente
Pero tu me volviste como un muñequito inerte
Y tengo claro que no pintas nada en los que estoy haciendo
Compara lo que fui por ti con lo que ahora estoy siendo
Me va mucho mejor así y ahora si estoy contento
Y no cuando me creía tus mentiras y tus cuentos
Y entiendo que te cueste entenderlo
Entiéndeme tu a mi no es complicado con el tiempo los irás viendo
Me pase media vida conviviendo con tu miedo
Y para ti ya no hay cabida en la vida que estoy viviendo
Me estoy viendo en escenarios a diario mil concierto
Ya no me quedo en mi cuarto presa de mi desconcierto
¿Me creías acabado?
Nunca estuviste en lo cierto
No le des la espalda a un animal al que no has visto muerto
He resuelto mis problemas y los que tú generaste
En mi placida cabeza en el momento en el que entraste
En mi remanso de paz cambiaste paz por un desastre
Me convenciste de que no estuviste detrás
De todas mis depresiones y de todo mi desgaste
De toda esa presión y pretensiones que borraste
Si yo viví en tensión fue porque tu me arrinconaste
Pasaste a la acción y no me diste opción de levantarme
Pero ya esta bien conté hasta cien
Y se acabo tu tiempo
Dispárame una ultima vez ha llegado el momento
Estamos cara a cara tu y yo solos, te cuento
Tu te marchas yo me quedo
Fin de nuestro cuento
Me he cansado de no poder ser
Lo que quise por que tu estabas ahí
Por tu culpa no he podido ver
Lo errores que sin querer repetí
Tu me has estado echando a perder
Mientras todos se preocupaban por mi
Pero ya he podido comprender
Que no eres nada si no te dejo salir
Me he cansado de verte crecer
Haciéndome dudar de lo que conseguí
Cuando finalmente lo iba hacer
Destrozabas todo lo que construí
Esta será nuestra última vez
Yo no volveré a llorar ni tu a reír
Hoy por fin supe que pude vencer
Y el camino se separa aquí
Por tu culpa no he podido ver
Tu me has estado echando a perder
Me he cansado de verte crecer
Esta será nuestra ultima vez
Y el camino se separa aquí por fin

(translation)

I can't get used to always living with the voice in my head
Today my closet monster is stalking me in the weeds
He's tired of being cooped up, that's why maybe
He comes out to tear me to shreds, but it's time to clean up
I'm tired of fucking everything up just for you
What the hell have you done with me? What the hell are you looking for here?
You said you were my friend and I believed you until the end
But in the end you were the poison that lived in me
Enough already, it's never been front
you made me reticent
You even made me distrust people
Precisely to me who always sins of brave
But you made me like an inert doll
And I am clear that you do not paint anything in what I am doing
Compare what I was for you with what I am now being
I'm doing much better this way and now I'm happy
And not when I believed your lies and your stories
And I understand that it is difficult for you to understand
Understand me, it's not complicated, with time you'll see them
I spent half my life living with your fear
And there's no place for you in the life I'm living
I'm seeing myself on stage every day a thousand concerts
I no longer stay in my room prey to my bewilderment
Did you think I was finished?
you were never right
Don't turn your back on an animal you haven't seen dead
I have solved my problems and those that you generated
In my placid head the moment you walked in
In my haven of peace you traded peace for a disaster
You convinced me that you were not behind
Of all my depressions and all my wear
From all that pressure and pretense you erased
If I lived in tension it was because you cornered me
You took action and did not give me the option to get up
But it's alright I counted to a hundred
And your time is up
Shoot me one last time the time has come
We are face to face, you and I alone, I tell you
You leave, I stay
end of our tale
I'm tired of not being able to be
What I wanted because you were there
Because of you I couldn't see
The mistakes that I inadvertently repeated
you been messing me up
While everyone worried about me
But I have already been able to understand
That you're nothing if I don't let you out
I'm tired of watching you grow up
Making me doubt what I got
When I was finally going to do it
You shattered everything I built
This will be our last time
I will not cry again nor will you laugh
Today I finally knew that I could win
And the road parts here
Because of you I couldn't see
you been messing me up
I'm tired of watching you grow up
This will be our last time
And the road parts here at last