Translation of the song lyrics REinvención - Hora Zulú

REinvención (original)

TODAVIA EN ESTE INFIERNO METIDO
VIVIENDO EL INVIERNO QUE TU ME HAS DEJADO
TE BUSCO Y NO SE NI DONDE TE HE PERDIDO
NO SE COMO COÑO ME LAS HE ARREGLADO
TODAVIA NO SE BIEN SI HE SALIDO
GANANDO O PERDIENDO PERO YA HE NOTADO
QUE HE OLVIDADO TODO LO APRENDIDO
QUE ME DUELE EL QUERERTE Y SABER
QUE YA NO ESTAS AQUI
DEBO VOLVER A APRENDER LO QUE HABIA OLVIDADO
DEBO DE VOLVER A SER TO AQUELLO QUE HABIA SIDO
NADA VA A SER COMO CUANDO ESTABAS A MI LADO
NO HE VUELTO A SER EL QUE FUERA DESDE QUE NO ESTAS AQUI
TODAVIA NO SE BIEN DONDE HAS IDO
PERO TENGO CLARO QUE TE HAS ACABADO
AHORA SIENTO QUE NO ME HA DOLIDO
AHORA SE QUE EL OLVIDO JUGÓ DE MI LADO
PERO NUNCA ESTUVE ARREPENTIDO
TE PROMETO QUE ME HE REINVENTADO
ES TAN SOLO QUE NO HE REPETIDO
ES TAN SOLO QUE VIVO SABIENDO QUE NO ESTAS AQUI
ME TENGO PROMETIDO NO MIRAR PAL PASADO
CON TANTO QUE HE ANDADO COMO QUE SIGO PERDIDO
ME TENGO PROMETIDO SER COMO HABIA PENSADO
DE NUEVO REINVENTADO DE NUEVO FORTALECIDO
YA TENGO EN EL OLVIDO LAS VECES QUE HE JURADO
QUE NO TE HABIA VIVIDO QUE SOLO TE HABIA SOÑADO
Y DESPIERTO Y RECUERDO DE NUEVO QUE NO ESTAS AQUI
DEBO VOLVER A APRENDER LO QUE HABIA OLVIDADO
DEBO DE VOLVER A SER TO AQUELLO QUE HABIA SIDO
NADA VA A SER COMO CUANDO ESTABAS A MI LADO
NO HE VUELTO A SER EL QUE FUERA DESDE QUE NO ESTAS AQUI
CADA DIA ME REINVENTO SABIENDO QUE NO ESTAS AQUI

(translation)

STILL IN THIS HELL IN
LIVING THE WINTER THAT YOU HAVE LEFT ME
I'M LOOKING FOR YOU AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE I LOST YOU
I DON'T KNOW HOW THE FUCK I FIXED IT
I STILL DON'T KNOW WELL IF I'M OUT
WINNING OR LOSING BUT I HAVE ALREADY NOTICED
THAT I HAVE FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING I LEARNED
THAT IT HURTS ME TO LOVE YOU AND TO KNOW
THAT YOU ARE NO LONGER HERE
I MUST RE-LEARN WHAT I HAD FORGOTTEN
I MUST RETURN TO BE WHAT I HAD BEEN
NOTHING WILL BE LIKE WHEN YOU WERE BY MY SIDE
I HAVE NOT RETURNED TO BEING THE ONE I WAS SINCE YOU ARE NOT HERE
I STILL DON'T KNOW WHERE YOU'VE GONE
BUT I HAVE CLEAR THAT YOU ARE OVER
NOW I FEEL THAT IT HAS NOT HURT ME
NOW I KNOW THAT OBLIVION PLAYED ON MY SIDE
BUT I NEVER WAS REGRETTED
I PROMISE YOU THAT I HAVE REINVENTED MYSELF
IT'S ONLY THAT I HAVE NOT REPEATED
IT'S ONLY THAT I LIVE KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE
I HAVE PROMISED NOT TO LOOK AT THE PAST PAL
WITH SO MUCH THAT I HAVE WALKING AS THAT I STILL LOST
I HAVE PROMISED MYSELF TO BE AS I HAD THOUGHT
AGAIN REINVENTED AGAIN STRENGTHENED
I HAVE ALREADY FORGOTTEN THE TIMES I HAVE SWORN
THAT I HAD NOT LIVED YOU THAT I HAD ONLY DREAMED OF YOU
AND I WAKE UP AND I REMEMBER AGAIN THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE
I MUST RE-LEARN WHAT I HAD FORGOTTEN
I MUST RETURN TO BE WHAT I HAD BEEN
NOTHING WILL BE LIKE WHEN YOU WERE BY MY SIDE
I HAVE NOT RETURNED TO BEING THE ONE I WAS SINCE YOU ARE NOT HERE
EVERY DAY I REINVENT MYSELF KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE