Translation of the song lyrics Agua de Mayo - Hora Zulú

Agua de Mayo (original)

y no ves que de tanto pensar y joderme
en tu ausencia me estoy consumiendo
questa noche otra vez necesito
notar tu calor y tenerte en mi pecho
ya soy casi un adicto a tu olor
tu sabor de memoria mestoy aprendiendo
tu me haces olvidar el dolor que dejo el desamor
distorsionas mi tiempo
demasiao acostumbrao a tenerte
como pa perderte sin ir a buscarte
demasiao enganchao pa ser fuerte
y aprender a verte sin necesitarte
y agarrarte y deshacerte
y prepararte pa liarte
respirarte y suspirar
me faltan dedos pa tocarte
ay no se que le voy a hacer yo
muero si no pillo
tu eres mi gran fallo
y eres mi aleluya
sin ti yo me rallo
si no llueve en mayo
serÁ culpa tuya
estoy sudando y sin ti, no vi a poderme dormir
si no te puedo tener no tengo na que perder
tengo que sobrevivir
debi dejarte cuando nos pillÓ mi madre
pero ya es tarde
hoy como ayer en mis manos tu ardes
contigo paso mis tardes
mis maÑanas, y mis noches
niÑa, nunca mas te encontraran
los de verde en mi coche
mira si te quiero cucha
que no reniego de tu presencia
que eres el cancer que hay en mi hucha
que no debiera de quererte
que no eres parte de mi lucha
dichoso el que te controle
chocho, por tu amor me he vuelto pocho
dejame que al menos te reproche
si esta noche…
estoy sudando y sin ti…

(translation)

and you don't see that from so much thinking and fucking me
in your absence I'm wasting away
tonight I need again
notice your warmth and have you on my chest
I'm already almost addicted to your smell
your taste of memory I'm learning
you make me forget the pain left by heartbreak
you distort my time
too used to having you
how to lose you without going to look for you
too hooked to be strong
and learn to see you without needing you
and grab you and undo you
and prepare to palliate
breathe and sigh
I lack fingers to touch you
oh I don't know what I'm going to do to him
I die if I don't catch
you are my big mistake
and you are my hallelujah
without you I scratch
if it doesn't rain in may
it will be your fault
I'm sweating and without you, I couldn't sleep
If I can't have you I have nothing to lose
I have to survive
I should have left you when my mother caught us
but it's too late
today like yesterday in my hands you burn
With you I spend my afternoons
my mornings, and my nights
girl, they will never find you again
the ones in green in my car
look if I love you cucha
that I do not deny your presence
that you are the cancer in my piggy bank
that I shouldn't love you
that you are not part of my fight
blessed is he who controls you
chocho, for your love I have become pocho
let me at least reproach you
Yes this night…
I'm sweating and without you...