Translation of the song lyrics De Vivir Sin Ti Dos Vidas - Hora Zulú

De Vivir Sin Ti Dos Vidas (original)

Fueron tu ausencia y tus vacios quienes me habian confundio
Aunque entonces pense que alguien habia entrao y te habia llevao
Pero de sobra sabia lo que me habia pasao
Habia perdio lo que mas habia querio guardar a mi lao
Desde entonces ya si se que es sentir miedo y tener frio
Hace tiempo que no noto si el viento da de mi lao
Desde entonces siento el sufrimiento de otros como mio
Me dejaste como un crio en un columpio abandonao
No me entraron del to aquel dia ganas de sentarme en casa a esperarte
Algo me iba diciendo por dentro que no merecias tenerme
No gastare ni un minuto mas de mi tiempo
En pararme y quedarme aqui solo a pensar
Voy a echarme esta noche por la calle a correr
Para ver si los perros lamen mis heridas
Voy a echarme esta noche como nunca a perder
Ahora a ver a que me aferro pa seguir mi vida
No se si fue la fria quietud de to aquellas horas perdidas
Cada madruga llore por las penas pasadas
Nunca tan amarga resulto una despedida
Nunca tan atras volvi a dejarme una mirada
Y en cada rincon de mi alma deje crecer a su amor los rastrojos
Pense en tomarme con calma el dolor de no ver nunca mas ya tus ojos
Y me dejaste aqui sin armas medio ciego y medio cojo
Aun yo te quise esperar mas pero a mi me entró un antojo
Despues de pasar tratando
De vivir sin ti dos vidas
Con la furia del cobarde
Y la conciencia del suicida
Sali de casa llorando
Con la partida perdida
Me vi metido de lleno
En una noche sin salida

De Vivir Sin Ti Dos Vidas (translation)

It was your absence and your emptiness that had confused me
Although then I thought that someone had entered and had taken you
But I knew very well what had happened to me
I had lost what I had most wanted to keep by my side
Since then, I know what it is to feel afraid and to be cold
It's been a while since I noticed if the wind blows from my side
Since then I feel the suffering of others like mine
You left me like a kid on an abandoned swing
That day I didn't feel like sitting at home waiting for you
Something was telling me inside that you didn't deserve to have me
I won't waste another minute of my time
In stopping and staying here just to think
I'm going to lie down the street tonight for a run
To see if the dogs lick my wounds
I'm going to lie down tonight like I'll never lose
Now let's see what I cling to to continue my life
I don't know if it was the cold stillness of those lost hours
Every morning I cry for past sorrows
Never was a farewell so bitter
Never so far back did he leave me a look
And in every corner of my soul let the stubble grow for your love
I thought of taking easy the pain of never seeing your eyes again
And you left me here unarmed half blind and half lame
Even I wanted to wait for you more but I got a craving
After spending trying
To live without you two lives
With the fury of the coward
And the consciousness of suicide
I left home crying
With the game lost
I was fully involved
In a dead end night