Translation of the song lyrics Esta Vez No - Manuel Carrasco

Esta Vez No (original)

Esta es la historia que negué
La que no me creí
Quize sonar quize creer
Yo nunca me arrendí pero viví con ansiedad
Ya no se llama vivir porque no ves a nadie más
Tan solo te ves a ti
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no juegues con mi corazón
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no puede se acaba el dolor
Noches en vela sin dormir
Miedo a la libertad quiero argarrarme a lo que fui
No quiero renunciar
Porque vivir con la verdad
Es preferible vivir
Porque no ves mi soledad
Tan solo te ves a ti
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no juegues con mi corazón
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no puede se acaba el dolor
Siento en el alma el sol que brilla
Entre las nubes ya se ve
No me espere no, no regreso
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no juegues con mi corazón
Esta vez no, no quieras matarme y pedirme perdón
Esta vez no, no puede se acaba el dolor
Esta vez no

Esta Vez No (translation)

This is the story I denied
The one I didn't believe
I might dream I might believe
I never gave up but I lived with anxiety
It's not called living anymore because you don't see anyone else
you only see yourself
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
Not this time, don't play with my heart
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
This time no, it can't end the pain
sleepless nights
Fear of freedom I want to cling to what I was
I don't want to give up
Why live with the truth
It is preferable to live
Why don't you see my loneliness
you only see yourself
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
Not this time, don't play with my heart
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
This time no, it can't end the pain
I feel in my soul the sun that shines
Between the clouds you can already see
Don't wait for me no, I won't come back
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
Not this time, don't play with my heart
This time no, don't want to kill me and apologize
This time no, it can't end the pain
Not this time