Again here
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I saw it coming and still I continued
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I guess I don't learn
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I don't know what the hell is with the fire
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I burn, I promise not to return but I return
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And here I am again
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Suffering the consequences I knew would come
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I deserve it
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Of course I do, I deserve it
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I was aware of the risk
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Last time I got over it with time
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Now it seems that it is worse, it must not be true
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Nah, what's up! |
it shouldn't be
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It is that the present hurts more than the memories
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I feel like screaming, kicking myself
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And don't tell me that nothing happens, happens
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It's hard for me to sleep, I don't want to go out
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And at the same time the house falls on me
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That knot in my stomach kills me
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I want it to go away, I just want calm
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Lie in bed, not think about anything
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Let this burden that crushes me be removed
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Enough! |
It is done! |
oh!
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Why will it take me so long to turn the page?
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The head does not serve me, nor the tears
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Neither the spirits of anyone, nor their pity
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If I know the theory, it's the damn practice
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I know I don't gain anything by reliving talks
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What I should have said, what you threw in my face
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Did I open up to the wrong person again?
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Or is it me and my hobby to screw it up?
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To fatally choose who do I open my soul to?
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There is no word when you are between sad and angry
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When you want to convince yourself of what is happening and you say:
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raise your face
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Don't let it get to you, believe me
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He doesn't deserve it, I know it hurts but
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raise your face
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Don't give him the power to waste your time on that pod
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You raise your face, raise your face
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Lift your face, lift your face
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And they come and ask how you feel
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But they do not know how to understand that it is normal that it affects you
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"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" they say
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They lie, now I'm not stronger, I'm weaker
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It hurts me, that they don't tell me more movies
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I already know that it will not last me forever
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But don't tell me it will happen and be patient
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I'm bad, okay? |
I have not become an idiot
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I'm not going to kill myself, but let me complain
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Let him scream, let him cry, let him kick
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I will have to let off steam
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I know perfectly well that it will happen to me
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But right now it hurts like
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Nothing had hurt before
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Even if it's not true, that's how it feels
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That's why I'm like this, don't underestimate it
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It's going to happen to you, you don't want me to underestimate it
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pretend you understand me
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And if you don't understand me, then lie
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If you want to help me, just listen to me and that's it
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Nod and tell me you're sorry
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When I'm well you laugh at me if you want
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And tell me that this has been the most convenient
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But not right now, please don't
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Now it is I who must be convinced and say:
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raise your face
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Don't let it get to you, believe me
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He doesn't deserve it, I know it hurts but
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raise your face
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Don't give him the power to waste your time on that pod
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You raise your face, raise your face
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Lift your face, lift your face
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Lift your face, Lift your face
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Don't chew, swallow
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In one fell swoop, don't taste it
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raise your face
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Don't give him the power to waste your time on that pod
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you raise your face
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I'm not going to spend another minute on you, that's it... |