Translation of the song lyrics Bodrum - Aspova

Bodrum (original)

Uzaklaştıkça bu şehirden
Sanki kurtuluyorum bu zehirden
Seneler geçse de üzerinden (ey)
Bi' yanım İstanbul, bi' yanım Bodrum
Yerinden de hep en özelinden
Adın dudaklarımdan hiç silinmez
«Kurtulmak istiyo' muyum?»
diye sordum yine
Bi' yanım İstanbul, bi' yanım Bodrum
Aşık oldum Bodrum (Bodrum)
Ama nefret ettim İstanbul gibiydi (ey)
Ne kaçarak yapabilirim ne de savaşarak
Ya rakı masasında adım geçer ya da şarap
İçime atıp dururum bilirsin halim harap
Ne emmeye ne gömmeye geldik biz anlaşarak
Kandık yok yere bitti her şey
Yazıp durdum bıkmadan hâlâ
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Anlaşılıyordu nefesinden o gece etkileniyo’du sesimden
Dayanamadım öptüm ensesinden (ey)
Bi' yanım «son» diyordu, bi' yanım «sonsuz»
Hislerini gizleyişinden belli
O esprilerime gülüşünden
Nefret etti dönüş biletimden (ey)
Bi' yanım onunlaydı, bi' yanım onsuz
Bağımlı oldum Bodrum (Bodrum)
Ama ciğerlerimi kustum İstanbul gibiydi
Ya zarar verecektim ya da kesin net bir karar
Gitsem ne yarardı kalsam kime yarar
Zaten senelerdir böyle tatlı hisler haram
Bu sefer ki iki türlü de güzel gelen bir yara (yara, yara)
Kandık yok yere bitti her şey
Yazıp durdum bıkmadan hâlâ
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Bodrum (translation)

The farther you get from this city
It's like I'm getting rid of this poison
Even though it's been years (ey)
One side of me is Istanbul, one side of me is Bodrum
From its place, always from the most special
Your name will never be erased from my lips
"Do I want to be saved?"
I asked again
One side of me is Istanbul, one side of me is Bodrum
I fell in love Bodrum (Bodrum)
But I hated it was like Istanbul (ey)
I can neither run away nor fight
Either step on the raki table or wine
I keep putting it inside me, you know I'm devastated
We have come to neither absorb nor bury
We're bleeding out, everything is over for nothing
I've been writing and still not getting tired of it
I'm writing you
Doesn't your poison kill
I'm writing you
Doesn't your poison kill
It was understood that he was affected by his breath that night from my voice.
I couldn't resist I kissed her neck (ey)
Part of me was saying "end", part of me was "eternal"
It's obvious that he's hiding his feelings.
He smiles at my jokes
Hated my return ticket (ey)
Part of me was with him, part of me was without him
I'm addicted Bodrum (Bodrum)
But I threw up my lungs it was like Istanbul
I was either going to hurt or make a clear decision.
What good would it do if I went, who would it benefit if I stayed?
Such sweet feelings are forbidden for years anyway.
This time, a wound that feels beautiful in both ways (wound, wound)
We're bleeding out, everything is over for nothing
I've been writing and still not getting tired of it
I'm writing you
Doesn't your poison kill
I'm writing you
Doesn't your poison kill