| 生まれて初めて書くよDear mama
| I'll write for the first time in my life Dear mama
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| もうずっと会ってないからなんて言えば
| I haven't seen you for a long time
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| 元気ですか? | how are you? |
| そんな訳ねぇな
| That's not the case
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| 小さい頃は正直ママを恨んでた
| When I was little, I honestly had a grudge against my mom
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| なんで俺たちを捨てて死んだんだ
| Why did you abandon us and die
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| 俺は子供でまだわかってなかった
| I'm a kid and I didn't know yet
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| でもそろそろママと同い年になるから
| But it's about the same age as my mom
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| もし大切な人に裏切られた時感じる気持ちや
| Feelings that you feel when you are betrayed by a loved one
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| 寝てる子を見て残してく気持ちや
| Feelings to leave after seeing the sleeping child
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| そうまでしてでも死にたい気持ちが
| Even so, I still want to die
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| 今の俺ならわかる気がするんだ
| I feel like I can understand it now
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| 香菜はNYで写真家になったよ
| Kana became a photographer in NY
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| パートナーはアメリカ人でいい人だったよ
| Her partner was an American and a nice guy
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| 俺はこの通り最高だよ
| I'm the best on this street
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| クソ最高な人生 ここが天国さ
| Damn the best life here is heaven
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| I can’t wait to see you in my life
| I ca n’t wait to see you in my life
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| Until we meet face to face
| Until we meet face to face
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| どうかこの子をお守りください
| Please protect this child
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| Until we meet in heaven again
| Until we meet in heaven again
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| 人に言えないこともたくさんして
| There are many things I can't tell people
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| たぶん見てたね悲しませてごめん
| Maybe you saw it, sorry to make you sad
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| でもママが死んで俺も香菜も親父も
| But my mom died and I, coriander, and my dad
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| みんな心を病んで俺はグレて
| Everyone's sick
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| 自傷行為してる甘ちゃん共が
| Ama-chan, who is self-harming
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| ダサいと思ってたから
| I thought it was crap
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| リストカットとかしてないけど
| I haven't done a wrist cut
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| ドラッグや危険運転も同じ
| Same for dragging and dangerous driving
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| 死ぬのは全然怖くなかったのさ
| I wasn't afraid to die at all
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| でも残された気持ちがわかるから
| But I can understand the feelings left
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| 死ねないでも見てママ
| Even if I can't die, look at my mom
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| ママがくれたこの痛みは世界を癒す
| This pain that mom gave me heals the world
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| 本当に素晴らしいことさ
| It ’s really wonderful.
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| 妻と娘と仲間 俺の会社とたくさんのファンが
| Wife, daughter and friends My company and many fans
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| もう十分だよ 大丈夫さ
| It ’s enough, it ’s okay.
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| だから初めて言うよ さよならママ
| So say goodbye mom for the first time
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| I can’t wait to see you in my life
| I ca n’t wait to see you in my life
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| Until we meet face to face
| Until we meet face to face
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| どうかこの子をお守りください
| Please protect this child
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| Until we meet in heaven again
| Until we meet in heaven again
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| 私がママでいれるのは
| I can be a mom
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| You are my angel
| You are my angel
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| あなたが生きてくれるから
| Because you will live
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| Gifted by angels
| Gifted by angels
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| I can’t wait to hold you in my arms
| I ca n’t wait to hold you in my arms
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| I promise I’ll never let you go
| I promise I ’ll never let you go
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| どうかこの子をお守りください
| Please protect this child
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| Until we meet in heaven again
| Until we meet in heaven again
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| もし会いたくなったら飛行機に乗って
| If you want to meet, take an airplane
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| あの山を登ってセブンスターに火を付ける
| Climb that mountain and light the Seven Stars
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| I forgive you, I forgive you Mama
| I forgive you, I forgive you Mama
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| But I miss you | But I miss you |