Translation of the song lyrics Sen Giderken - Rapozof, Sancak

Sen Giderken (original)

Kaderim desen değil, olmaz ki böyle şey
Yüzüm anlamış beni;
yalandan bir neşe
Kime yalvarırım bilinmez bu uçurumda
Düşsem kolumu kanadımı kırarım ama ne umurunda?
Düşerim de yollara, bekler misin beni?
Yakamda ellerin;
«Git artık!»
der gibi
Kime yar dediğin bilinmez, öldürsen aynı
Yatağın ölüm gibi, tıpkı dokunduğun her yerin başkasının
Aşk yine var
Yine var, yine var, sen giderken
Aşk yine var
Yine var, yine var, terk ederken
Aşk yine var
Yine var, yine var, biz biterken
Aşk yine var
Yine var yine var
Utanma göz yaşından ama herkesle de ağlama
Sen ve ben, yani biz, ya kaderimiz de yoksa?
Öyle ya, giden de sen oldun, hoşça kalan da
Sonra dedim: «Kazanmakta kaderde yokmuş, aldırma!»
Sence nefes alıp vermek midir hayat dedikleri?
Bir kadeh mi, son sigaran mı unutturur geçmişi?
Sesini duymak istediğindir bazen nefretin
Bazen de nefretindendir hep bu sessizliğin
Bilir misin?
İnsan aslında sevildiği günleri özlüyormuş
Hayat toz pembeyken gözünde bir bok görmüyormuş
Özlenen olmamak, sevilen olmamak, hayallerde yer almamak
Maalesef mutlu olamamak, ne kadar da çaresizce
Bazen duvarlara boş boş bakarsın saatlerce, düşünürsün öylece
Gecelerce uykuların kaçar, aşk delice bir kumar
Benim de seni gibi kapanmayan eski bir yaram var

(translation)

My destiny is not a pattern, there is no such thing
My face understood me;
a false joy
In this abyss, unknown to whom I beg
If I fall, I'll break my arm, my wing, but what do you care?
I'll hit the roads, will you wait for me?
Your hands on my collar;
"Go now!"
as if to say
It is not known who you are helping, it is the same if you kill
Your bed is like death, just like every place you touch is someone else's
there is love again
It's there again, it's there again, as you go
there is love again
It's there again, it's there again, as you leave
there is love again
It's there again, it's there again, as we end
there is love again
there is again there is again
Don't be ashamed of your tears, but don't cry with everyone
You and I, that is, we, what if we do not have a destiny?
That's right, you were the one who left, you were the one who left
Then I said: "Winning is not destined, never mind!"
Do you think what they call life is breathing?
Does a glass or your last cigarette make you forget the past?
Sometimes your hate is what you want to hear
Sometimes it's always because of your hatred of this silence
Do you know?
People actually miss the days when they were loved.
He didn't see shit in his eyes when life was rosy
Not to be missed, not to be loved, not to take part in dreams
Unfortunately, not being happy, how desperate
Sometimes you stare blankly at the walls for hours, you just think
Night after night, love is a crazy gamble
Like you, I have an old wound that does not heal.