Translation of the song lyrics Por si - Miss Caffeina

Por si (original)

Sueño con la destrucción
Del extraño que me habita y pienso
Cuál es la mejor versión
De entre tantos impostores muertos
Me gusta ver las gotas de luz atravesando tu persiana
Proyectadas deslizándose en mi cara
Salvaría al que creía que nadaba en aguas claras
Antes de tener que contener las ganas de escapar
Y en medio de esta mierda
A veces se te olvida
Y quieres escucharlo
Me pides que lo diga
No es que no lo quiera decir
No es que no lo quiera pensar
No es que no lo sienta
No es que no lo sienta, no, no
Es que si no fuera por ti
Es que hemos llegado hasta aquí
Y es que no lo quiero tocar
Por si se rompiera
Con cicatrices y derrotas
Lo vamos consiguiendo
Palmar y seguir riendo
Con una L tatuada en la frente
Y aun así le pica todo
Mucho, tanto a tanta gente
Y luego en esta selva
Idiotas que nos miran
Me dices que no sabes
Me pides que lo diga
No es que no lo quiera decir
No es que no lo quiera pensar
No es que no lo sienta
No es que no lo sienta, no, no
Es que si no fuera por ti
Es que hemos llegado hasta aquí
Y es que no lo quiero tocar
Por si se rompiera
No es que no lo quiera decir
No es que no lo quiera pensar
No es que no lo sienta
No es que no lo sienta, no, no
Es que si no fuera por ti
Es que hemos llegado hasta aquí
Y es que no lo quiero tocar
Por si se rompiera
No es que no lo quiera decir
No es que no lo quiera pensar
No es que no lo sienta
No es que no lo sienta, no, no
Es que si no fuera por ti
Es que hemos llegado hasta aquí
Y es que no lo quiero tocar
Por si se rompiera

(translation)

I dream of destruction
Of the stranger who lives in me and I think
which is the best version
Among so many dead impostors
I like to see the drops of light coming through your blind
Projected slipping on my face
I'd save the one I thought swam in clear water
Before having to hold back the urge to escape
And in the middle of this shit
sometimes you forget
and you want to hear it
you ask me to say it
It's not that I don't mean it
It's not that I don't want to think about it
It's not that I don't feel it
It's not that I don't feel it, no, no
It is that if it were not for you
It is that we have come this far
And I don't want to touch it
In case he breaks
With scars and defeats
we are getting it
Palmar and keep laughing
With an L tattooed on the forehead
And yet everything itches
So much so many people
And then in this jungle
idiots watching us
you tell me you don't know
you ask me to say it
It's not that I don't mean it
It's not that I don't want to think about it
It's not that I don't feel it
It's not that I don't feel it, no, no
It is that if it were not for you
It is that we have come this far
And I don't want to touch it
In case it breaks
It's not that I don't mean it
It's not that I don't want to think about it
It's not that I don't feel it
It's not that I don't feel it, no, no
It is that if it were not for you
It is that we have come this far
And I don't want to touch it
In case it breaks
It's not that I don't mean it
It's not that I don't want to think about it
It's not that I don't feel it
It's not that I don't feel it, no, no
It is that if it were not for you
It is that we have come this far
And I don't want to touch it
In case it breaks