Translation of the song lyrics İntihar - Massaka

İntihar (original)

Dizlere çöktüm, yaşandı dehşet
Son gücü verdim hayat dedi «Pes et»
Sus bi', kafamda durmadı sesler
Cebimde para artık yansın o deste
Önemli kalmadı dünya bi' yana
Gitti, melekler dönmedi bana
Bur’da huzuru bi' görmedi anam
Mücadele verirken bulaştım kana
Mutluluğu bulamadım, çözmedi para
Sokaklar tuttu dünyamızı kara
Esti ve içimizi buzladı hava
Doğadan öğren ve yaraları yala
Geçirdik yurtları tutmadı kurdu
On yedi sene kalbimden vurdu
Soldu ve bahçemde kalmadı duygu
Olay istediniz, al sana kurgu
Dünya ve dönmüyo' ve saatim de durdu
İsabet alındı, ihanet buydu
Tenha sokakta sırtımdan vurdu
Son nefes verirken kargalar buldu
Dönme yatağa şimdi kalk ayağa
Nefesi al-ver, kur ayara
Açtım kartları, kur masaya
Murat artık yok, sen Massaka
(Sen Massaka)
Döküldü elime, kar yağar
Kazıldı mezar
Sana ilkbahar kalsın, bana intihar
Döküldü elime, kar yağar
Kazıldı mezar
Sana ilkbahar kalsın, bana intihar
Sokak, beton ve gecekondu
Kurulan oyunların hepsini bozdum
Bu işler büyücek, içime doğdu
Planım açıldı sonunda oldu
Her yer kamera, son model araba
Sahnem patlıyor konser alanında
Binlerce insan, değerim tavanda
Plak şirketleri hepsi pazarda
Takip etti siyah kanatla
Unutmadım o günü, yağmurlu havada
Gelmişti o gece, kurtardık arada
Şimdi beni izliyo' o karga havada
Sınırı aştık, hesaplar patlıyo'
Kasalar taştı
Türkçe rap deyince «Massaka» başlık
Hadi diz paraları, şimdi de yansın
Dünya kanunu, hepsi yalan
Evet, biz olmadık para’lan adam
Düşüp ve kalkandı sonunda kalan
Kokunu özledim, kokunu anam (Kokunu anam)
Döküldü elime, kar yağar
Kazıldı mezar
Sana İlkbahar kalsın, bana intihar
Döküldü elime, kar yağar
Kazıldı mezar
Sana İlkbahar kalsın, bana intihar
Sana İlkbahar kalsın, bana intihar, bana intihar

(translation)

I fell to my knees, there was horror
I gave the last strength life said "Give up"
Shut up, the voices didn't stop in my head
Let the money burn in my pocket now, that deck
It doesn't matter, the world aside
Gone, angels did not return to me
My mother never saw peace in Bur
While I was fighting, I got blood on
I couldn't find happiness, money didn't solve it
The streets kept our world black
The air blew and iced us
Learn from nature and lick the wounds
We passed by, he did not hold the dormitories, he founded them
Seventeen years struck my heart
The feeling faded and did not stay in my garden
You wanted an event, here's a fiction
The world and it's not turning and my clock has stopped
It was hit, that was the betrayal
Shot in the back in the secluded street
With his last breath, he found crows
Don't go to bed now get up
Breathe out, set the tune
I opened the cards, set them on the table
Murat is gone, you Massaka
(You Massaka)
It fell on my hand, it's snowing
dug grave
Let it be spring for you, suicide for me
It fell on my hand, it's snowing
dug grave
Let it be spring for you, suicide for me
Street, concrete and slum
I broke all installed games
These things will grow, I was born inside
My plan has finally come true
Camera everywhere, latest model car
My stage is exploding in the concert hall
Thousands of people, my worth is in the ceiling
Record companies are all in the market
Followed by black wing
I didn't forget that day, in the rainy weather
It came that night, we saved it by the way
Now he's watching me' that crow is in the air
We've crossed the line, the accounts are exploding.
Crates overflowed
When you say rap in Turkish, "Massaka" is the title
Come on knee coins, now burn
World law, it's all lies
Yeah, we weren't the man with the money
Falling and getting up, what's left in the end
I miss your smell, mama smell (Mama smell)
It fell on my hand, it's snowing
dug grave
Let spring be for you, suicide for me
It fell on my hand, it's snowing
dug grave
Let spring be for you, suicide for me
Spring for you, suicide for me, suicide for me