| Si l´on m´avait conseillée,
| If I had been advised,
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| J´aurais commis moins d´erreurs,
| I would have made fewer mistakes,
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| J´aurais su me rassurer,
| I would have been able to reassure myself,
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| Toutes les fois que j´ai eu peur,
| All the times I've been scared,
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| Je me serais blottie au chaud,
| I would have snuggled up warm,
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| A l´abri d´un vent trop fier,
| Sheltered from a too proud wind,
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| Et j´aurais soigné ma peau,
| And I would have taken care of my skin,
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| Blessée par les froids d´hivers,
| Wounded by the cold winters,
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| J´aurais mis de la couleur,
| I would have put some color,
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| Sur mes joues et sur mes lèvres,
| On my cheeks and on my lips,
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| Je serais devenue jolie.
| I would have become pretty.
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| J´ai construit tant de châteaux,
| I have built so many castles,
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| Qui se réduisaient en sable,
| Which were reduced to sand,
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| J´ai prononcé tant de noms,
| I've spoken so many names,
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| Qui n´avaient aucun visage,
| who had no face,
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| Trop longtemps je n´ai respiré
| Too long I haven't breathed
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| Autre chose que de la poussière,
| Something other than dust,
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| Je n´ai pas su me calmer,
| I couldn't calm down,
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| Chaque fois que je manquais d´air,
| Every time I ran out of air,
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| Mes yeux ne veulent plus jouer,
| My eyes don't want to play anymore,
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| Se maquillent d´indifférence,
| Make up for indifference,
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| Je renie mon innocence.
| I deny my innocence.
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| En rouge et noir, j´exilerai ma peur;
| In red and black, I will exile my fear;
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| J´irai plus haut que ces montagnes de douleur,
| I will go higher than these mountains of pain,
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| En rouge et noir, j´afficherai mon cœur;
| In red and black I will display my heart;
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| En échange d´une trêve de douceur,
| In exchange for a truce of sweetness,
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| En rouge et noir, mes luttes mes faiblesses,
| In red and black, my struggles my weaknesses,
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| Je les connais, je voudrais tellement qu´elles s´arrêtent;
| I know them, I wish they would stop;
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| En rouge et noir, drapeau de mes colères,
| In red and black, flag of my anger,
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| Je réclame un peu de tendresse.
| I crave a little tenderness.
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| Si l´on m´avait conseillée,
| If I had been advised,
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| Tout serait si différent,
| Everything would be so different,
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| J´aurais su vous pardonner,
| I could have forgiven you,
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| Je serais moins seule à présent,
| I'll be less alone now,
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| Somnambule j´ai trop couru,
| Sleepwalker I ran too much
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| Dans le noir des grandes forêts,
| In the dark of the great forests,
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| Je me suis souvent perdue,
| I often got lost,
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| Dans des mensonges qui tuaient,
| In lies that killed,
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| J´ai raté mon premier rôle,
| I missed my first role,
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| Je jouerai mieux le deuxième,
| I'll play the second one better,
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| Je veux que la nuit s´achève. | I want the night to end. |