Translation of the song lyrics Yaranamam - Grogi, Ezhel

Yaranamam (original)

Yaranamadım asla, kimse yetinemiyor elindekilerle
Ne yapsam olmaz, yine de ilerle
Bi' kere de «Nasılsın?»
deseler, bi' bilse neler yaptım, neler
Çabalasam, denesem, kendimi parçalasam yaranamam
Yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam
Gezerdim sokakta belimde silah var gibi
Önümde siyah yol fakat dilimde Rap’im var benim
Ve bur’da yerim dar, hayatla her gün imtihan
Başım dik, omzumuzda yük ve beklentimiz tam
Bunu anlamazsın, anlasan da sallamazsın d’i' mi?
Dört yani kibir kaplı, pek zavallı kimi
Bur’da eş zamanlı sinir, stres bunalttı bizi
Giden gitti, bugün bitti, yalanlar bunalttı bizi
Yine karma karışık aklım sabrım içinde saklı
Sarpa saran tüm işler için bi' sigara yaktım
Bu rahatlattı gibi, sırtımızda hançer izi
Çünkü ormanımız yılan doldu sardı bahçemizi
Şimdi ne yapsan olmaz kurarlar köprüye kumpas
Artık her canlı kurnaz, sonunda düzen bozulmaz
Reklama gerek duyulmaz;
sözümüz senet sonuçta
İçeriz her gece fakat ne fayda, düzen bozulmaz
Yaranamadım asla, kimse yetinemiyor elindekilerle
Ne yapsam olmaz, yine de ilerle
Bi' kere de «Nasılsın?»
deseler, bi' bilse neler yaptım, neler
Çabalasam, denesem, kendimi parçalasam yaranamam
Yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam
Yıllarca okusan, kalem, kağıt, mekik dokusan
Onlarca şarkı yazıp sahnelere çıkıp okusan
Yine de beklentiler büyük, hepsini karşıla
Giderek tecrübelen büyü, aldanma alkışa
Yürürüz yollar tehlikeli, gündüzün gecen olur
Yeteneğini veren ve seni seçen odur
Hedeflerini başar, konuşur, kimse susmaz
Zaman su gibi akar ve yerinde durmaz
Neyse boş ver, kimseye yaranamam
Benimde ilacım olur kağıtlar karalamak
Kafamın dikine ikilemin içine
İmkânsızın kıyısı seni de bir gün çeker içine
Bense dayanamam, daha fazla yaranamam
Boşa zaman geçiren hayatla savaşamaz
Farkına var hadi, yerinden kalk kalk
Yapmak istediklerini yine yap yap
Yaranamadım asla, kimse yetinemiyor elindekilerle
Ne yapsam olmaz, yine de ilerle
Bi' kere de «Nasılsın?»
deseler, bi' bilse neler yaptım, neler
Çabalasam, denesem, kendimi parçalasam yaranamam
Yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam, yaranamam

(translation)

I could never be created, no one can be satisfied with what they have
No matter what I do, still move forward
Once again "How are you?"
If they say, if only he knew what I did, what
If I try, if I try, if I tear myself apart, I can't help
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't
I used to walk in the street like I have a gun on my waist
Black road ahead but I got Rap on my tongue
And my place is tight here, every day is a test with life
My head is high, we have a load on our shoulders and our expectation is full
You don't understand this, even if you do, you can't shake it d'i'?
Four, covered in arrogance, very poor
Simultaneous nerve and stress overwhelmed us in Bur
Gone is gone, today is over, lies overwhelmed us
Again, my confused mind is hidden in my patience
I lit a cigarette for all the messy business
As this relieved, a dagger mark on our backs
Because our forest is full of snakes and surrounded our garden
Now, no matter what you do, they will set a caliper on the bridge.
Now every living thing is cunning, in the end order is not broken
No need for advertising;
our promise is a deed after all
We drink every night, but what's the benefit, the order won't break
I could never be created, no one can be satisfied with what they have
No matter what I do, still move forward
Once again "How are you?"
If they say, if only he knew what I did, what
If I try, if I try, if I tear myself apart, I can't help
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't
If you have been reading for years, if you have been working with pen, paper, shuttle
If you write dozens of songs and go on stage and read
Still, the expectations are high, meet them all
Experience growing magic, don't be fooled by the applause
We walk, the roads are dangerous, the day becomes your night
He is the one who gave your talent and chose you
Achieve your goals, talk, no one shuts up
Time flows like water and does not stand still.
Anyway, never mind, I can't hurt anyone
I'll have a medicine too, scribbling on papers
Up in my head into the dilemma
The shore of the impossible will draw you in one day.
I can't take it, I can't hurt anymore
Can't fight life wasting life
Realize it, get up, get up
Do what you want to do again
I could never be created, no one can be satisfied with what they have
No matter what I do, still move forward
Once again "How are you?"
If they say, if only he knew what I did, what
If I try, if I try, if I tear myself apart, I can't help
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't