Translation of the song lyrics O'zing - Шохрух

O'zing (original)

Olamda o’zgarish bor, lekin qalbimda bir hol
Yurakda bir fasl qish, har bir ishda malol
Azali yo’q hamda ohiri ko’rinmas yo’l, lim zulmu zavol
Istak sari hayotimning tarkibidagi, dardu g’am bilan
Arang qo’zg’alaman manzillaringa
Yarim qalb o’ksigan ko’ngil bilan intilaman visolinga
Ko’zlarimning teranligida o’zga sayora
Unutdim qay zamon qaysi vaqt
Harakatim soddai rasvo bo’lish davogarligida
Bilaman ki na bir taht na bir baht bor maning uchun o’zingsiz
Yozdim man kuydim ham yuz parchaga bo’lindim
Butun umr izlaganim uchun ham, nimani ko’rsam ham uni o’zing deb bildim
Har vaqti sahar uchrashgani tayyor turaman
Beor bedor va beozor so’zlagin aniq muntazirman
Man o’zim deb emas, o’zingni deb yashayman
Har vaqti sahar ko’zdan oqqan tomchilarimni sanab kaftimga tavbalarimni chorlab
Oqaman suv kabi behol, bir qarab kuydiradigan zar nazaringni tilab
Hayollarimdan o’tadi ming hil sodir bo’lishi mumkin bo’lgan hodisa
Qalam yozar kunduzu oqshomimdagi nolalarimni, maning misoli qalandar
Hayotim dunyoning orzu havaslaridan holi bo’lgan bir g’amgin asar
Negadir eshtilmaysan, bemor holimni so’ragani keldi hamma
Faqat o’zing kelmading holimni so’rab, nega?
Vaqt o’tar ketar, ko’zlarim bedorligi bo’yi tonglarim otar
So’zimda bugunda faqat g’amginlik, bo’sini borida borida negizi cheksiz
mamnunlik
Talpinaman yorib ko’pdan ko’pi kamida jami son sanog’i yo’q to’siqlarni
Topaman deb surdim qo’llarim bilan bulutlarni, topdim faqat yulduzlarni
Undan ortig’i emas, mayli gardanimga ilinsin olamlar og’irligi
Man ahir roziman jamoling bo’sin evaz, esim pas emas
Faqat yolg’izlikdan ba’zi tomim ketar, nari borsa holim battar
Iltimos qilaman qo’lim tinmay yozgan hatlarimga to’htamay chorlaganimga
Or qilmay so’ragan so’rog’imga, rasvoligimdan o’tib nazar sol, nazar sol

O'zing (translation)

There is a change in the world, but in my heart there is one
A season of winter in the heart, tired of everything
There is no end, no end, no end, no end
Desire is part of my life, with pain and sorrow
I can barely move to your address
With a half-hearted heart, I long for visol
An alien in the depths of my eyes
I forgot what time it was
My action is a simple disgrace claim
I know there is no throne or fortune for me without you
I wrote, I burned, I split into a hundred pieces
I've been searching all my life, and I've come to know that everything I see is yours
I am always ready to meet in the morning
I'm really looking forward to it
I live for myself, not for myself
Each morning, I counted the tears that flowed from my eyes and called for my repentance
Wishing you a dazzling dice look as weak as running water
A thousand things can happen to me
He writes my pen during the day and my moans in the evening
My life is a sad work, devoid of the dreams of the world
For some reason you can't hear, everyone came to ask about my condition
Why didn't you just come and ask me how I was?
As time goes on, my eyes light up in the morning
And let me tell you - it was a scary place
satisfaction
I've been trying to break through countless obstacles for a long time, at least the total number
I tried to find the clouds with my hands, I found only the stars
Not more than that, let the weight of the worlds be on my neck
I agree, I don't care
It's just that I'm lonely and I feel bad
Please keep calling me for my letters
Look at my shameless question, look at my shame, look at me