Lyrics of Tamir - Aspova

Tamir (original)

Yıkılmaz duvarlar, ne dağlar gördüm, olsun
Gücüm var durmam, yıkılmam sözüm olsun
Azalmak günden güne, yazılmış dünden böyle
Haz almak yarından, imkânsızlıklarımdan
Uzun yolum uzun fazla, ey
Gözüm arar ufuklarda hep
Çekmem ayağım gazda, ey
İbre sonda birazdan, ey
Çalar çalar durmaz asla teyp
Bazen Weeknd, bazen sazla ney
Tüm hatırlar hafızamda hep
O mezarlıklar bir hastane
«Geri dönmek yok.»
dedim hep kendime
İstanbul, karambol bu, kararlar aldım kendime
Eve dönmek yok, yeni geldim kendime
Hissizdim, yaram dondu, bu karardan cayan da bendim
Beni yıkamaz onca badire
Nedenini sorma tahmin et
Yolum dolu tümseklerle
Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim
Beni yıkamaz onca badire
Nedenini sorma tahmin et
Yolum dolu tümseklerle
Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim
Bütün hepsi gelip üst üste
Kurtulayım yeter gözüm hiç yok lükste, ey
Bana göre değil kaderime küsmek
Sıkıntı yok, dönerim eve minibüsle
Yorulmak, gocunmak yok bana göre değil her şey elimde
Ucunda ışıklar görünüyor kapalı bir dert tünelinde
Alınmasınlar bana, darılmasınlar böyle
Tekim ben, tektim hep, bunun cezasını da ben çektim hep
Bunu biliyo’sun yetinemem azla, ey
Kalem ⸺ kâğıt sanki bana kazma kürek
Dertlerimin mezarını kazmam gerek
Çünkü benim için varlığım yazmak demek
«Geri dönmek yok.»
dedim hep kendime
İstanbul, karambol bu, kararlar aldım kendime
Eve dönmek yok, yeni geldim kendime
Hissizdim, yaram dondu, bu karardan cayan da bendim
Beni yıkamaz onca badire
Nedenini sorma tahmin et
Yolum dolu tümseklerle
Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim
Beni yıkamaz onca badire
Nedenini sorma tahmin et
Yolum dolu tümseklerle
Yaram vardı hep tamir ettim

(translation)

I've seen indestructible walls, neither mountains
I have the strength, I will not stop, I will not break down.
Decrease from day to day, written like this yesterday
Getting pleasure from tomorrow, my impossibilities
My long road is too long, ey
I always look for the horizons
I won't pull my foot on the gas, ey
The needle is at the end soon, ey
As soon as it plays, the tape never stops.
Sometimes Weeknd, sometimes reed ney
All the memories are always in my memory
Those cemeteries are a hospital
"There is no going back."
I always said to myself
Istanbul, this is chaos, I made decisions for myself
No going back home, I just got myself
I was numb, my wound froze, I was the one who backed out from this decision
All those badires can't wash me away
Don't ask why guess
My way is full of bumps
I had a wound, I always fixed it
All those badires can't wash me away
Don't ask why guess
My way is full of bumps
I had a wound, I always fixed it
All come together
Let me get rid of it, I don't have any eyes for luxury, ey
Not for me, to be offended by my destiny
It's okay, I'll come home by minibus
Don't get tired, don't be offended, it's not for me, everything is in my hands
Lights appear at the end in a closed tunnel of trouble
Let them not be offended by me
I'm the only one, I've always been the only one
You know that, I can't be content with less, ey
Pen ⸺ paper it's like a digging shovel to me
I need to dig the grave of my troubles
Because for me my existence means writing
"There is no going back."
I always said to myself
Istanbul, this is chaos, I made decisions for myself
No going back home, I just got myself
I was numb, my wound froze, I was the one who backed out from this decision
All those badires can't wash me away
Don't ask why guess
My way is full of bumps
I had a wound, I always fixed it
All those badires can't wash me away
Don't ask why guess
My way is full of bumps
I had a wound, I always fixed it