Translation of the song lyrics Kumralım - Yaşar

Kumralım (original)

Sevgini ckmaz yollarinda
Senin dolaylarinda
Sana dair hasretim
Yuzyillardan kalma
Aklimi kaciriyorum
Bu cinnet aksamlarinda
Orda her kiminleysen
Belki sevgilinleysen
Syle kumralim icin sizlamaz mi Bilmem hatirlar misin
Gozlerim ne renkti
Soyle kumralim benim adim neydi
Bu kacinci hasretin
Aylardan hangi aydir
Soyle kumralim
Ben adimi unuttum
Bilmem hatirlar misin
Gozlerim ne renkti
Soyle kumralim benim adm neydiiii
Sahip oldugum herseydin
Herseyimi alio gittin

Kumralım (translation)

On roads that wind into the dusk of your vanished love,
Where shadows circle you in silent labyrinths,
My longing for you, a thirst the centuries could not quell,
Ancient as dust in the grottos of memory,
I let my reason scatter like startled doves,
In these evenings fevered with the smoke of madness,
There—whomever keeps you company beneath those distant eaves,
Perhaps your lover's murmur braids your hair with midnight,
Tell me, my tawny one—does your heart not throb for me? Can you recall—
What hue swam in my eyes, what light did I bear?
Speak, my tawny one—what name did the wind once call me?
How many times has yearning carved its tally on your door?
Which month, in this endless turning, drapes its veil across us?
Speak, my tawny one,
I have let my own name slip into oblivion,
Do you remember at all—
What color shimmered in my gaze?
Speak, my tawny one—what name was mine, what echo remains?
You were the sum of all I ever possessed,
You gathered all I was and, unweaving, vanished