Translation of the song lyrics Si Me Doy Cuenta - Sergio Dalma

Si Me Doy Cuenta (original)

He gritado hoy, hemos discutido como dos que aun se quieren,
y he dicho tambien que no me haces falta, he mentido como siempre.
Y he salido por la puerta con mis sue?
os en un cajon,
con el alma que no aguanta este octubre que no pasa alejado de tu voz.
(estribillo)
Si me doy cuenta que no estas, si me doy cuenta que no vienes,
yo cambiare, yo no sere el mismo.
Si me doy cuenta que te vas, porque la gente me pregunta,
si me doy cuenta les dire que te extra?
o hoy mas que antes.
He bajado hoy los kilos qu sobran recordando tu historias.
Y no se por que nos herimos tanto, sera que no importamos.
Y he salido por la puerta con mis sue?
os en un cajon,
con el alma que no aguanta este octubre que no pasa alejado de tu voz.
(estribillo)
Y a pesar de los errores, las promesas y este adios,
me haces falta con urgencia mas que ayer.
Y no entiendo, ni resuelvo el orgullo entre tu y yo,
y este octubre que no pasa alejado de tu voz
(estribillo)

(translation)

I have shouted today, we have discussed like two who still love each other,
and I have also said that I do not need you, I have lied as always.
And I've walked out the door with my dreams
you in a drawer,
with the soul that can't stand this October that doesn't pass away from your voice.
(chorus)
If I realize you're not here, if I realize you're not coming,
I will change, I will not be the same.
If I realize that you are leaving, because people ask me,
If I realize I will tell them that I miss you?
or today more than before.
Today I have lost the extra kilos remembering your stories.
And I don't know why we hurt each other so much, maybe we don't matter.
And I've walked out the door with my dreams
you in a drawer,
with the soul that can't stand this October that doesn't pass away from your voice.
(chorus)
And despite the mistakes, the promises and this goodbye,
I need you urgently more than yesterday.
And I do not understand, nor do I resolve the pride between you and me,
and this October that does not pass away from your voice
(chorus)