Lyrics You Got Me So Fucked Up - Rivilin

You Got Me So Fucked Up

Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
Yeah I can’t hold up a conversation
I think I know the one who lost is me
Yeah I know that you’re losing patience
You love to fuck me up you know it’s free
Yeah you know that im not worth saving
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave
When I fall will you just laugh and film it
Im looking back at you with those perfect eyes
Cus every time I see you a little part of me dies
Cus im fucked up, bad luck, lost to the bad drugs
Im giving in easily immediately using
It’s a shame that the light insid is just a bit dim
Not working like it used to
Abused through usd through
Barley landed on my feet most times I wish I never made it out alive
All get is the dial tone when I call you
All I get was never enough when I fall through
Take it or leave it, I am what I am
Yeah im worthless, disgusting, you say its just all in my head
Yeah I feel like im stuck in a crowd of NPCs
I think I know the one who lost is me
You love to fuck me up you know it’s free
Yeah these thoughts, they pressure me to jump and leave