Lyrics Charcoal Feather - Rivilin

Charcoal Feather

I grew wings out this shell
They say my bodies still in hell
It’s like my friends are staring at me like they don’t really get it
You’re looking up to me but im just a fuck up so yeah I said it
Cus you know im just human
We all make mistakes from time to time
Cus this is how we fucking deal with it
How we live with it like do we become a better person
Or do we sink into seething which we used to call home
Or do we watch out best friends be consumed by liars that roam
In their cracks in th walls, cracks in the streets
Watch the demons start to peel off th skin and throw us to the
West side, what do you say like
Can we just leave this place and find somewhere that we can just be
Yeah what we fucking wanna be
Yeah I’m sick of feeling like I wanna just
Run run run away
From everyone who knows my name
Consumed by emptiness consumed by doubt
Endlessly fighting my hands should have been torn to shreds by now
Fade fade fade away
The ghost in me says that it’s too late
Will I find a place to finally fucking call my home
But you know im scared to death cus I feel as if im alone
On the back of this motorbike cigarette in hand
No goggles on my visions blurry and the winds in my hair
I thought I could just get away from this, yeah
I thought the drugs would empty all the pain with bliss
But you know that it doesn’t
At least back in hell I wasn’t alone
But sometimes we just gotta move on to grow
What doesn’t makes us just stay in a place where weakness starts to show
Yeah cus even if you lost your memory would you want to be
Something more than this hollow husk living in constant misery
Yeah so make the choice and cut the bad fruit from the fucking tree
Cus these snakes want to crawl up and take all that you have for free
Yeh im sick of fucking living in misery
But depression seems to keep his latches on top of me
So ill just keep moving, moving
Until I catch up and grow