Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Control , by - Rivilin. Release date: 19.05.2020
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Control |
| It’s the sedatives, just an alternative |
| Just a market price inside my soul, when did it become so competitive? |
| Now I’m hesitant |
| To let the ones I know I should love in, but being backstabbed is so repetitive |
| Know I’ve been here all before, drugged up passed out on the floor |
| I’ve seen those messages from him taunting you that you should leave |
| You know you should, cuz I’m no good, I’m no good |
| I understand that I’m fucked up |
| Dealing with questions from a psychiatrist doesn’t understand what I’ve been |
| through |
| Dealing with questions from my own family, build me up like a statue |
| It’s so hard to look at your eyes, filled with judgment |
| The pills just got too much for me I couldn’t cope |
| Sinking down into the abyss where I never rose again |
| See my bones splattered on the walls deep down in my own hell |
| Like a bliss-filled with alcohol and suicide |
| Fucked in my own way, fucked together, fucked apart |
| Still, don’t remember how it got that bad back then thought I was better by |
| myself |
| Got the $LOTHBOI guarding my back climbing up and reaching the end |
| My mother just wants to see me smile |
| I’ll stare back with a blank face cuz |
| It’s the sedatives, just an alternative |
| Just a market price inside my soul, when did it become so competitive? |
| Now I’m hesitant |
| To let the ones I know I should love in but being backstabbed is so repetitive |
| Holding no sentiment |
| I see you crying on the ground, yeah mind is filling up with adrenaline |
| You’re argumentative |
| Blaming me because you stuck down in a hole and you can’t dig your way out |
| Repetitive |
| These thoughts in my head, they’ve been shaking me |
| Till the end ive been thinking of the negative |
| The thoughts in my head, yeah, yeah |
| Adrenaline |
| The panic from the thoughts and the memories |
| They’ve been overwhelming me and all my better days |
| I’m hesitant to question my own fucking happiness |
| The memories be trapping me |
| I’m stuck and it’s |
| Repetitive |
| I need medicine |
| Im an alcoholic piece of shit, a negative |
| I got some problems with |
| My fucking memories |
| The trauma from my fucking past can get the best of me |
| I’m staggering |
| Now rivilin |
| Let’s climb up on their corpses |
| Let’s get rid of them |
| I be tired of the liars I been sitting with |
| Shit I’m fucking sick of it |
| I’m a piece of shit but I bet I’m still the better man |
| They faking it |
| The sedatives, just an alternative |
| Just a market price inside my soul, when did it become so competitive? |
| Now I’m hesitant |
| To let the ones I know I should love in, but being backstabbed is so repetitive |
| Holding no sentiment |
| I see you crying on the ground, yeah mind is filling up with adrenaline |
| You’re argumentative |
| Blaming me because you stuck down in a hole and you can’t dig your way out |