Lyrics Freak Out - Rivilin

Freak Out

The day that I heard you past away
I was stuck in a 9−5 in the grey
They say it gets better with time but it won’t
Because I feel like it was just my fault
Yeah it’s like theirs razor in your cheek
You can’t pronounce the words you wanna speak
See these doctors didn’t help
Yeah they made you more weak
Try to run away from this hospital bed
But it feels like your just trapped and your not getting well
I promised i’d be by your side and I was for the best of times for the best of
us
I always wanna see your smile, but it’s hard to breathe whn your friend won’t
wake up
Freak out from th emptiness in me
When your words start to fail you, your mind gets bleak
I don’t wanna be a burden, I don’t want to hear you say that you’re not worth it
Cus you are, you’re worth something to me, you’re worth something to me
Douse me in gasoline and light the match
You said we’d be together if we burnt attached
Your families watching from below screaming out your name
They still point the finger at me like im to blame
I didn’t have the guts to burn up with you
So you grabbed me by the shoulders pushed me off and I flew
Until my body hit the ground and I blacked out
A broken arm 3 fingers twisted im not ok
But ill pretend anyway
I saw the lights start to flicker the flames start to lick your lips
I dreamt that I grabbed you
I swore i’d bring you home again