Lyrics Appetite - Rivilin, Vishisdead

Appetite

I’m not perfect yeah I know that
I’m not worth it, you love to say that
I’m not much but I try my FUCKING best
But you keep keep, taking you keep keep, breaking me
I’m just the kid in the, in the background
You don’t wanna understand now that the pains found
Always self-absorbed in your own issues
You never cared about me you only cared about you
Watch my skin dissolve into the, the hell below
Yeah I’m staring straight through, and I see, I see my soul
Being torn by the hooks of the, the ones i love
I’m sick of being stretch between this chronic fatigue always feeling empty
No one wants to understand what it’s like
When you fucking can’t get out of bd know you’re a lost cause
Chuck me to th side like I’m just one of your pawns
Until I have the balls to fucking kick the fucking door close
I have no appetite for this
Wrap your arms around my skin then kiss
All the bone sticking out of my flesh
I’m sick of being this way when self-hate is the game
You make me sick thinking love is all bliss
When you’re the reason that I’m a fucking mess
Push your nails through my hands and crucify me
I guess my mother was right hell is inside of me