Song information On this page you can find the lyrics of the song Carving This Hell, artist - Rivilin.
Date of issue: 14.06.2020
Song language: English
Carving This Hell |
Wake alone on your shelf |
Fearing from this hell |
Medicated im losing balance |
Suffocating from myself |
Twisting pathways never seem to end |
Watching you work your way through the woodwork to me |
Buried deep beneath my skin |
Im sick of this ill cut you out and move on |
Taking chances breaking free theirs no end to this I can’t see |
The writing on the walls explaining my delusions |
Fading in the background in front of me, lose this atrocity |
Where do you wanna be, I wish I never met you |
And your friends, filled to the brim with painkillers |
Opioids amphetamines, filling up my brain with negativity |
Its this addictions, afflictions, in front of m |
I guess its time I left you |
I’v wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count |
If I left you behind, would I still hate myself |
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me |
If I could love myself, would I still be in this hell |
Wake alone on your shelf |
Fearing from this hell |
Misery seems to find my shoulder |
Fall in love with me again |
Looking at you makes me break again |
Seeing you smiling in the reflection with him, not me |
Self-destructive tendencies seem to leech inside my hands |
Take control of my thought process I just really need a friend |
Who can understand this, no one but me |
Living in this hell it’s built on self negativity |
I know that I won’t help me get where I wanna really be |
Lock myself inside my room board up the windows a crescendo of my mental state |
I take a step back and I analyze |
To specify my temperament I need to leave |
Emphasize you criticize the means of me |
Improvise you jeopardize the means to see |
I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count |
If I left you behind, would I still hate myself |
I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me |
If I could love myself, would I still be in this hell |