Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Carving This Hell , by - Rivilin. Release date: 14.06.2020
Song language: English
Carving This Hell |
| Wake alone on your shelf |
| Fearing from this hell |
| Medicated im losing balance |
| Suffocating from myself |
| Twisting pathways never seem to end |
| Watching you work your way through the woodwork to me |
| Buried deep beneath my skin |
| Im sick of this ill cut you out and move on |
| Taking chances breaking free theirs no end to this I can’t see |
| The writing on the walls explaining my delusions |
| Fading in the background in front of me, lose this atrocity |
| Where do you wanna be, I wish I never met you |
| And your friends, filled to the brim with painkillers |
| Opioids amphetamines, filling up my brain with negativity |
| Its this addictions, afflictions, in front of m |
| I guess its time I left you |
| I’v wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count |
| If I left you behind, would I still hate myself |
| I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me |
| If I could love myself, would I still be in this hell |
| Wake alone on your shelf |
| Fearing from this hell |
| Misery seems to find my shoulder |
| Fall in love with me again |
| Looking at you makes me break again |
| Seeing you smiling in the reflection with him, not me |
| Self-destructive tendencies seem to leech inside my hands |
| Take control of my thought process I just really need a friend |
| Who can understand this, no one but me |
| Living in this hell it’s built on self negativity |
| I know that I won’t help me get where I wanna really be |
| Lock myself inside my room board up the windows a crescendo of my mental state |
| I take a step back and I analyze |
| To specify my temperament I need to leave |
| Emphasize you criticize the means of me |
| Improvise you jeopardize the means to see |
| I’ve wondered, I’ve wondered more times then I can count |
| If I left you behind, would I still hate myself |
| I’ve pondered, I’ve pondered back and forth staring at me |
| If I could love myself, would I still be in this hell |