| Boot to face then im left to the ground
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| My hands are shaking now I turn around and face to the crowd
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| It’s like how did I get to this point without falling
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| Always got a knife in my back im sick of crawling
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| Appreciate everyone that’s always made an effort
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| Just to reach out to me they say that my music is a blessing
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| But I just keep writing, this is how I cope yeah
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| Not gonna falter im gonna take the future whole
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| Yeah seeing my best friends fall to their old ways
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| I always got their back and they don’t have to owe me
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| Cus they got mine when I come calling yeah
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| Don’t bring up the past cus it’s always got me hurting
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| NPCs just give me the kick down
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| I got everyone I need here
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| Vermin swarm 2021 gonna take it
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| Fuck all the haters you know im not breaking
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| You wanna come at me and start making accusations
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| Always had it out for me that’s an understatement
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| Like fuck you, fuck them and everyone around me
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| Never had my back when im sinking down slowly
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| You wanna kick me out the door making implications
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| Then im forced to the ground with no explanation
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| Like move back move in, take it, and don’t slip
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| Cus this is all I got can I sink down below this
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| Everyone always looks up to me, but it feels like iam always drowning on self
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| negativity
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| Yeah, just walking through like yeah, with bleary eyes
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| Im sick of constantly feeling like i need a new life
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| Inside out i feel them haunting my dreams
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| Its time to sink or swim but im just tryna wake from the demon within
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| Im afraid these visions are real the man with no names closing in
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| With brothers close by side ill try not be eaten alive
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| RIVILIN
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| THEY HEAR OUR PAIN
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| KNIVES IN OUR BACKS WHILE WE CHASE OUR DREAMS
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| FUCK ALL THIS
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| ANXIETY
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| PAIN AND SIN JUST FUCKING FOLLOW ME
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| Sick of pain, it’s a fuckin loop
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| I ain’t want to die, so I’m calling you
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| Just pay no mind, to my fucking moods
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| It’s unstable times, I CANT FUCKING CHOOSE
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| Why do I betray
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| Myself everyday
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| Minute I’m awake
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| I DIG A FUCKING GRAVE |