Translation of the song lyrics Ishonmay - Райхон

Ishonmay (original)

Bilgin sen hayotim mazmuni bo’la olding
qo’limga emas yuragimga kishan solding
mehrim so’nmay zulmatlarda ham
men sevaverdim qilsa ham alam.
Balki sho’xligim ko’rib ishonmading menga,
balki hayot majburlab shartlar qo’ydi senga,
ayblamayman seni men hech ham
men sevaverdim qilsa ham alam.
O’g’irladim men balki sevgingni,
o’g’irladim men balki sof mehringni
o’g’irlamadim lekin boshqasin
isbotlay qanday?
Aytaolmay senga seni sevaman,
ishonmay menga meni sevasan,
gumondan yaralganmi yo sevgi?
Ayt javobingni…
Gunohsiz gunohkorga aylandim bir zumda,
taqdir hazili qo’pol o’rgandim bir kunda,
ayt javob beray ne ishim uchun?
Isbotmas hatto sevishim bugun.
Gumoningdan yaralgan sevgi egdi boshim,
to’rt devor ichra yig’laverib qolmadi yoshim,
bu yerdan hech ko’rinmas quyosh,
yengilmas sevgim beraman bardosh.
O’g’irladim men balki sevgingni,
o’g’irladim men balki sof mehringni
o’g’irlamadim lekin boshqasin
isbotlay qanday?
Aytaolmay senga seni sevaman,
ishonmay menga meni sevasan,
gumondan yaralganmi yo sevgi?
Ayt javobingni…

Ishonmay (translation)

Know that you have become the meaning of my life
you shackled my heart, not my hand
even in the dark
I'm in pain even if I did.
Maybe you didn't believe me when you saw my joy,
but life has forced you to,
I don't blame you at all
I'm in pain even if I did.
I stole maybe your love,
I stole your pure love
I didn't steal, but let it be different
how to prove
I can't tell you I love you,
don't believe me you love me,
Was it created out of suspicion or love?
Tell me your answer…
I instantly became an innocent sinner,
One day I learned a rough joke,
tell me what can i do for you
Prove I don’t even love you today.
I bowed my head in love,
I didn't cry within the four walls, my age,
the sun is never visible from here,
endure I give my invincible love.
I stole maybe your love,
I stole your pure love
I didn't steal, but let it be different
how to prove
I can't tell you I love you,
don't believe me you love me,
Was it created out of suspicion or love?
Tell me your answer…