Translation of the song lyrics Esta Traga - Felipe Peláez

Esta Traga (original)

Cuánto quisiera olvidar tu olvido
Y desterrarte de mis adentros
Borrar las noches de amor contigo
Y convencerme que no te quiero
Pero esta traga no permite esa mentira
Le dice al alma que ya no insista, que no te olvida
Porque esta traga solo insiste en destruirme
Y recordarme que estoy pagando por lo que hice
Y ¿cómo desbesar un loco beso que hayas dado?
Y no suene a excusa que es que estabas embriagado
¿Cómo defenderme cuando ya me has condenado?
Más si la razón ya no camina de mi lado
Porque esta traga no permite la mentira
Le dice al alma que ya no insista, que no te olvida
No te olvida, no
Cuánto imagino que ya no existes
Para en la noche y no gane el frío
Y mi alma sabe que no moriste
Aunque quisiera encontrar tu olvido
Pero esta traga no permite esa mentira
Le dice al alma que ya no insista, que no te olvida
Porque esta traga solo insiste en destruirme
Y recordarme que estoy pagando por lo que hice
Y ¿cómo desbesar un loco beso que hayas dado?
Y no suene a excusa que es que estabas embriagado
¿Cómo defenderme cuando ya me has condenado?
Más si la razón ya no camina de mi lado
Porque esta traga no permite la mentira
Le dice al alma que ya no insista, que no te olvida
No te olvida, no

Esta Traga (translation)

How much I would like to forget your oblivion
And banish you from my insides
Erase the nights of love with you
And convince me that I don't love you
But this swallow does not allow that lie
It tells the soul not to insist anymore, not to forget you
Because this swallow only insists on destroying me
And remind me that I'm paying for what I did
And how to unkiss a crazy kiss that you have given?
And don't sound like an excuse, it's that you were drunk
How to defend myself when you have already condemned me?
More if reason no longer walks by my side
Because this swallow does not allow lies
It tells the soul not to insist anymore, not to forget you
It doesn't forget you, no
How much I imagine that you no longer exist
Stop at night and don't win the cold
And my soul knows you didn't die
Although I would like to find your oblivion
But this swallow does not allow that lie
It tells the soul not to insist anymore, not to forget you
Because this swallow only insists on destroying me
And remind me that I'm paying for what I did
And how to unkiss a crazy kiss that you have given?
And don't sound like an excuse, it's that you were drunk
How to defend myself when you have already condemned me?
More if reason no longer walks by my side
Because this swallow does not allow lies
It tells the soul not to insist anymore, not to forget you
It doesn't forget you, no