Translation of the song lyrics Un Día de Música Enferma - Ekhymosis

Un Día de Música Enferma (original)

con el tiempo, he aprendido
que en la vida no todo es amor
que hay mas guerras que esperanzas
que hay mas armas, que almas en paz
que te inyectan mil mentiras
como excusas a tu enfermedad
que profundo egoismo
debo odiarme asi en los de mas?
hoy no quiero cantar a los violentos
solo quiero llorar a todos los muertos
es un dia de musica enferma
lloras tu, lloro yo, tanto dolor
me levanto de la cama con la idea
de no razonar, son promesas ya
perdidas solo queda indiferencia
hoy no quiero…

(translation)

over time, I've learned
that in life not everything is love
that there are more wars than hopes
that there are more weapons than souls in peace
that inject you a thousand lies
as excuses for your illness
what deep selfishness
Should I hate myself like this in others?
Today I don't want to sing to the violent
I just want to mourn all the dead
it's a sick music day
you cry, I cry, so much pain
I get out of bed with the idea
of not reasoning, they are already promises
lost only indifference remains
Today I don't want...