Lyrics My Protagonist Kim Carson - William S. Burroughs

My Protagonist Kim Carson

Uh, this is, uh, from a Western in progress, entitled The Place of Dead Roads.
And my protagonist Kim Carson finds himself in deadly conflict with Mr.
Hart — the press tycoon, and Old Man Bickford — a beef and oil baron.
And Bickford has a special price on Kim’s head, because Kim killed Old Man
Bickford’s son in a gunfight…
Real Western… Yeah
For three days, Kim camped on the Macy Tops, sweeping the valley with his
binoculars.
A cloud of dust headed south told him they figured he’d arrive
south from Mexico.
He’d headed north instead, into a land of sandstone
formations.
And everywhere caves pocked into the red rock like bubbles in
boiling oatmeal.
Some of the caves had been lived in, at one time or another.
Rusty tin cans, pottery shards, cartridge cases.
Kim found an arrowhead,
six inches long, chipped from obsidian.
And a smaller arrowhead of rose
colored flint.
Dusk was falling and blue shadows gathered in the Sangre de
Cristo Mountains to the east
Sangre de Cristo.
Blood of Christ.
Rivers of blood.
Mountains of blood.
Does Christ never get tired of bleeding?
It is raining in the Jimenez Mountains.
«It is raining Anita Huffington»
— Last words of General Grant, spoken to his nurse.
Circuits in his brain
flickering out like lightning in gray clouds
Pottery shards, arrowheads, rusting fish hooks.
You can see there was a cabin
here once.
A hypodermic syringe glints in the sun
He holds the rose flint arrow head in his hand.
And he fondles the obsidian
arrowhead, so fragile.
«Do they break every time they were used like bee stings?
«, he wonders.
Somebody made this arrowhead.
It had a creator long ago.
This arrowhead is the only proof of his existence.
So living things can also
be seen as artefacts designed for a purpose.
So perhaps the human artefact had
a creator?
Perhaps the stranded space traveller needed the human vessel to
continue his voyage and he made it for that purpose?
He died before he could
use it, he found another escape route.
This artefact shaped to fill a forgotten
need, now has no more meaning or purpose than this arrow head without the arrow
and the bow, the arm and the eye.
Or perhaps the human artefact was the
creators' last card, played in an old game many light years ago
Chill in an empty space, Kim gathers wood for a fire.
The stars are coming out.
There’s the Big Dipper.
His father points to Betelgeuse in the night sky over
St. Louis.
His fathers grey face on a pillow.
Helpless pieces in the game he
plays on this checker board of nights and days — so fragile — shivers and
gathers wood.
Slave gods in the firmament
He remembers his fathers' last words: «Stay outta churches, son.
All I got a key to is the shit house… And swear to me you will never wear a
policeman’s badge.»
Hither and thither, moves and checks and slaves.
And one by one,
back in the closet lays.
Rusty tin cans, pottery shards, cartridge cases,
arrow heads, a hypodermic syringe glints in the sun