Translation of the song lyrics Lost in Myself - San E, Esna

Lost in Myself (original)

세상엔 부자들이 많아
가난한 이도 많아
서로 평생 경험해보지
못할 세계가 많아
우린 평등하다 믿지만
사실 그렇지 않아
위아래 굳이 구분하면
위가 나아
내 위가 나도 모르는 사이
그 위라는 위치를 소화해
구역질 나와 이 조화에
누구에겐 정말 쉽게 보여
성공하는 게
누구에겐 정말 싫게 보여
성공한 그게
거대한 세상 앞
내 삶은 당연 먼지
내 삶은 과연 뭔지
먹고 자야 하기 땜에
움직여 돈을 만들기는 해
모아야 미래 안전 타기에
시키면 따라해
Life navigation 위
내 위치점이 여깄지
출발진 알겠는데
목적진 어딘지
세상은 새삼 큰데 난
내 새장 안에 갇혔네
더도 덜도 말고 딱 너만큼
Lost in myself
I’m so lost I’m so lost
여기 남아야 할지 if not
어디로 가야 할지
I’m so lost help me
Illuminate
With the bright answer
It’s so dark in here
I’m so lost in myself
기회가 사진이라면
틀려도 뭐라도 찍는 게
나을지 몰라
진짜 어른이 된다는 건
I think 정치에 끼기
시작할 때부터
하아 한숨을 또 푹 쉬어
딸려 나온 물음푠
공기 어딘가 붕 떠
그중 몇 녀석은
내가 보기 안쓰런지
허공을 헤집는
내 사색 잠자리채
그물 속으로 쏙
난 어딜까
바스키아보다
4년 더한 지금
고난이란 벽에
난 어떤 표식을
스물아홉 훌쩍 넘겨
윤동주 시를
읽을 때마다
참회와 부끄러운 기분에
술은 또 칫솔처럼
내 입속을 누벼
그 위에 치약같이
하얘져 잃어버린 정신은
찾아지기만 기다리는 유실물
I’m at lost and found
Lost in myself
I’m so lost I’m so lost
여기 남아야 할지 if not
어디로 가야 할지
I’m so lost help me
Illuminate
With the bright answer
It’s so dark in here
I’m so lost in myself
I’m falling aaaahhhhh
I’m falling aaaahhhhh
Struggle is real

Lost in Myself (translation)

There are many rich people in the world
There are many poor
Let's experience each other for a lifetime
There are many worlds that can't be
We believe in equality
not really
If you have to separate the upper and lower
stomach is fine
My stomach is unbeknownst to me
Digest the position above it
Nausea and in this harmony
Seems really easy to some
to succeed
Seems really disgusting to some
that succeeded
in front of the great world
my life is of course dust
what is my life
to eat and sleep
Move and make money
Moaya for a safe ride in the future
If you do, follow me
above life navigation
This is my location
I know where to start
where the destination is
The world is big again, but I
Trapped in my cage
No more, no less, just as much as you
Lost in myself
I'm so lost I'm so lost
Should I stay here if not
where to go
I’m so lost help me
Illuminate
With the bright answer
It’s so dark in here
I'm so lost in myself
If the opportunity is a photo
Even if it's wrong, take something
may be better
Being a real adult
I think get involved in politics
from the start
Ha, take a deep breath again
The accompanying question
the air is floating somewhere
some of them are
I don't mind seeing
digging through the air
my contemplative dragonfly
get into the net
where am i
than Basquiat
4 years now
on the wall of hardship
what mark do i
over twenty-nine
Yun Dong-ju's poetry
every time you read
In repentance and shame
Alcohol is like a toothbrush
kiss my mouth
like toothpaste on it
The lost mind is white
Lost and found waiting to be found
I'm at lost and found
Lost in myself
I'm so lost I'm so lost
Should I stay here if not
where to go
I’m so lost help me
Illuminate
With the bright answer
It’s so dark in here
I'm so lost in myself
I'm falling aaaahhhhh
I'm falling aaaahhhhh
Struggle is real