| Never understand me
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| I don’t, don’t see clearly
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| Cut off, won’t you don’t see
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| I sink, sink so deeply
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| Cut off where I was from, yeah I don’t really know much
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| About my past cus the drugs just blurred it
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| Yeah im hurting, im lurking but I don’t feel im worth it
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| You’re talking back to me with a blunted point of view
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| But I don’t understand this you gotta speak clearly
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| My mind is filled with poetry but I can’t put these thoughts down to paper
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| I spit this out right now
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| Yeah my heads just a mess I feel manic all the time
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| So you put your fingers straight into my chest
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| Wrap your bones around my ribs pull them tightly and then I can’t breathe
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| Every time I speak it’s like your name is wrapped around my lungs
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| Panic ovrload I think my brains just gone numb
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| I say this doesn’t feel real
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| You say im insan and look at me with eyes that could kill
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| You say I didn’t wanna steal
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| It’s just about survival you know
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| Never understand me
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| I don’t, don’t see clearly
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| Cut off, won’t you don’t see
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| I sink, sink so deeply
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| Yeah tell me how it feels to look into my eyes
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| When you say you don’t recognize me and you don’t want
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| Anything to do with me anymore yeah
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| Im used to that shit when I say I wanna quit the drugs
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| Remember you call me at 3 am
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| Stuttering your drunk you say you wanna kill yourself again
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| I can’t deal with this, I can’t take it
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| Your best friend was dying and I couldn’t help
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| Im watching depression consume me
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| As my anxieties got me all kinds of fucked up
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| Tearing at the seams, so im tearing at the skin
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| Watch the blood pour down to my ankles yeah I’ve lost within
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| I say this doesn’t feel real
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| You say im insane and look at me with eyes that could kill
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| You say I didn’t wanna steal
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| It’s just about survival you know
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| Never understand me
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| I don’t, don’t see clearly
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| Cut off, won’t you don’t see
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| I sink, sink so deeply |