| Cast aside, paint me on the wall
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| Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall
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| Mess collides anxious on the floor
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| Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before
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| Water dripping down my throat, I choke, you gloat
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| At depression, you say its always been your friend
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| But you pretend with the side effects, triple vision all bent
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| I never got the messages that you say you sent
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| Large debt, small head, you say, I left
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| Repetition, can’t see for everything you blame me
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| What’s this, more lies, my love, your theft
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| You wanna bring up the facts of something that I couldn’t be
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| There’s a swell building up inside my chest
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| They say its just an illness, they say it’s for the best
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| Living a lie, no I didn’t try
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| My mental state is a joke
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| It’s just a condition, I can’t make decisions
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| Say my life’s not fact just fiction
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| You know its these issues you know that I miss you
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| I don’t wanna live that life man
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| Panic attacks, can’t breathe just shaking
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| Tunnel vision, this is how I live on the daily
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| Manic, maybe, suicide, hate me
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| What do you know about me when im breaking
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| Playing with hearts didn’t mean to get that far
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| Trying to drown in sex, but im tripping over bars
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| Xanax yah, losing uh
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| All I do now is dissociate
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| Make me up from something worth saving
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| Break me till I’m just worth hating
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| Chemical overdose
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| Drowning under losing all hope
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| A spiral that never dies prescription ghost
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| You take control and I’ve lost the choice
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| Of where I could have been
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| Without you
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| Cast aside, paint me on the wall
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| Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall
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| Mess collides anxious on the floor
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| Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before.
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| $LOTHBOI:
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| Sink down
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| We drown
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| From pain in sorrow, breakdown
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| Sink down
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| We drown
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| Full panic, feel manic, calm down
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| I’m spiraling
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| From Quarantine
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| I’m drinking red
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| Mixed wit a bean
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| Hit a 80 g
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| Cuz I’ma fiend
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| Had that oxy on me you ain’t know b
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| And I met your parents when I was high as fuck
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| Then you played with death and I had enough
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| Fuck your suicide
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| You cut me up
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| And I know you wanna see me hit the buck
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| I ain’t bout that shit
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| But I got a fix
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| But I’m tryna quit
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| Cuz I ain’t bouta kick
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| I ain’t bouta bitch
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| That’s a fucking mess
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| Cuz I been thru trauma
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| And that’s a fucking bet
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| So hit a lick
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| Then I hit a sip
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| Then I hit a bitch
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| But I ain’t hurt her bet
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| I been locked inside
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| For a couple weeks
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| And my phone been ringing
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| Its the devil b
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| Sink down
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| We drown
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| From pain in sorrow, breakdown
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| Sink down
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| We drown
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| Full panic, feel manic, calm down
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| Rivilin:
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| Cast aside, paint me on the wall
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| Living in my dreams false sense of hope, I think I’m gonna fall
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| Mess collides anxious on the floor
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| Watching you sink into me, I feel like I have been here before. |