Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Neverlove , by - Rivilin. Release date: 09.09.2020
Song language: English
Neverlove |
| I see you, I see it all |
| I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone |
| Building up, building up, just to fall down |
| I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found |
| Linger here a bit, losing track of days, always sleep |
| Lost my sense of reality to an early grave |
| Cus I see you, I see it all |
| I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone |
| Cus I see you, I see it all |
| Cus I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone |
| Takin chances, I see you there dancing |
| Open me, haunt me, looking down slowly |
| Kiss me on the lips, say im all fine, choking |
| Holding onto tears, tell me why am I so lonely |
| So tell my friends im not ok but they don’t ever listn |
| Hold me down closely and say its love im missing |
| If I could ver change my ways, you know I really would |
| But I don’t know where to start, I didn’t think I could |
| Im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall |
| Suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows |
| Im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be |
| So im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me |
| Who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing |
| Grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed |
| But at least its something |
| At least it’s something I feel |
| Cus there’s the ghost of you that comes through the window |
| I feel your hand on my cheek, you say you gotta go |
| I’ve never felt this sorry before |
| It’s like your is straight hands through my chest ripping at my soul more |
| Remember when you couldn’t get out of bed |
| This illness called depression filled your head and left you drowning with dread |
| You said to me you never felt this weak |
| You used to leave the noose on your fan and promise that you’d never would leave |
| But you did, but you did, yeah no your gone |
| It’s getting cold, it’s getting cold now that im alone |
| It makes me sick knowing that I wasn’t there for you |
| How do I live when I know I let you down, it’s true |
| Sick disgusted to my stomach |
| Breaking down choking on vomit |
| Will you tell me how to change |
| Won’t you come down and take me away |
| Im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall |
| Suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows |
| Im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be |
| So im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me |
| Who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing |
| Grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed |
| But at least its something |
| At least it’s something I feel |