Lyrics Gecko - Rivilin

Gecko

Yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
You know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
Oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
You know I hate you when things get so out of hand
Yeah yeah
Mm that kid that didn’t learn shit yeah
Emotionally stunted from my ex bitch yeah
Always hitting me up on the flip phone yeah
Got me back on the drugs I didn’t want to be like this
Cus your teeth are putting pressure outside my neck
I feel like my throat is closing up
Your eyes are burning deeply straight through my skin
When I see you im frozen up
I don’t even remember much of our tim together
But it still comes back to m in my sleep
Cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak
An empty void where you said you’d let go
Cus theirs nothing like your love
Its the only one I’ve ever known
Im not ok, im so fatigued
Yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
You know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
Oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
You know I hate you when things get so out of hand
You stretch the skin off my bones
Im just an empty vessel you call home
Yeah cus im so use to it, so sick of it
Yeah im just plagued by anxiety and depression
Cus im not coping not hoping anymore
I know you’ll come back to take me apart
I don’t even remember much of our time together
But it still comes back to me in my sleep
Cus I still feel like im drowning in my sheets
Every day I feel like im getting more weak
An empty void where you said you’d let go
Cus theirs nothing like your love
Its the only one I’ve ever known
Im not ok, im so fatigued
Yeah so thank you I watch you leave all again
You know I hate you, yeah you don’t understand
Oh yeah so thank you, you push me down all again
You know I hate you when things get so out of hand