Lyrics Frail - Rivilin

Frail

I see the memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
I’m just stuck in bed like its a prison, lost to sleep, now losing vision
Best times I’ve had were with you
Memories of us stack to the back of my head
I can’t tell what is fact from fiction, I don’t wanna make decisions like this
Cus were are you now man
I guess I just miss you
So what does this make us now, lingering in this cloud
Of choosing where I wanna go and who I want to be
But everyone wants something from me
They see that I’m just coming up and every day it feels like I’m just I’m
loosing more of myself
Of pictures of us together
Losing sense of structure all again
Brown hair, brown eyes, you say its fine, but I’m not really coping
Constant state of high i’m fading, depression wants to say he’s here again
Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t, maybe its karma, maybe its a joke
I don’t really know my options but I feel like I’ve lost hope
Fading back and forth between reality
Maybe its time I just leave
Have you felt the feeling of shame from your family man
When you just wanna follow your dream and pursue something that’s important to
you
Cus I know what it’s like to be kicked on the floor
They don’t look at me anymore they just shut the door
I’m just a rat, just a vermin, alone I’m a hermit
Living in the back producing my beats
So ill just stay alone
Cus everything I do just ends up hurting you