Song information On this page you can read the lyrics of the song Cough , by - Rivilin. Release date: 14.01.2021
Age restrictions: 18+
Song language: English
Cough |
| I remember when you came to me |
| You were crying, no, you couldn’t breathe |
| You were so distressed you could not sleep |
| I felt the innocence get raped out of me |
| You got body dysmorphia |
| You got cuts on your fingers from when you broke your own mirror |
| You’re so pretty to me, you’re perfect in every way |
| I try to explain that but you just wanna push me away |
| You wanna take advantage of me when I was so innocent |
| Gaslighting the best of me making me think that I really wanted this |
| But no I didn’t, no I didn’t, now im lying on the floor |
| My thoughts are like a piss in the wind, im left shaking on my own |
| Im fucked up now in my own way |
| Biting on my lips as they ulcerate and the blood starts to pour |
| Im fucked up now in the headspace |
| Smoke another joint so I don’t have to deal with my own doubts |
| I feel your hands on my skin |
| Ripping my clothes off, pulling me under |
| How do you justify this |
| How do you sleep, tell me how do you sleep, man |
| You make me wish I would die |
| Cutting me open, leaving me fucked up |
| It’s burnt in my brain so I stay high |
| It’s killing me slowly, you’re killing me slowly |
| You’re flicking that switchblade, put it to my cheek babe |
| I never thought you wouldn’t see the anger that you dragged me through |
| You weren’t there for me, I always was there for you |
| You wanna take about abuse, yeah look at what the anger drew |
| It’s like your name is engraved into my teeth |
| Cus every time I date somebody new the topics always about you |
| Cus I just break in the way that I can’t change |
| Cus every time I think I wrote something new it’s still always about you |
| Im disgraced to think that suicide would help my mental issues |
| Not knowing the facts that I need some help, but I know that im alone |
| It’s like the moon is staring down upon me, yeah he’s hungry for my soul |
| If I survive through another night is there a change ill be fine |
| Im fucked up now in my own way |
| Biting on my lips as they ulcerate and the blood starts to pour |
| Im fucked up now in the headspace |
| Smoke another joint so I don’t have to deal with my own doubts |
| I feel your hands on my skin |
| Ripping my clothes off, pulling me under |
| How do you justify this |
| How do you sleep, tell me how do you sleep, man |
| You make me wish I would die |
| Cutting me open, leaving me fucked up |
| It’s burnt in my brain so I stay high |
| It’s killing me slowly, you’re killing me slowly |