| Yeah punched in the cheek, spitting out blood weak
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| Yeah my brothers so concerned that I don’t get sleep
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| Yeah these doctors try to get me on the medication, sedation
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| I don’t feel like I am who I am, yeah im sitting in my skull
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| Gucci belt on my waist yeah
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| Flipping on the acws do you hate me
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| Why you gotta ask questions that you know the answer too
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| Always talking back with an annoying attitude
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| Feel your fingers on the side of my neck, your clenching tighter
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| Sinking down into an awful place, I think I found hell
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| Waking up in alleyways, I don’t know where I am yeah
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| Knocked in the back of the head, im losing my time just to stress
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| You’re peeling back my scalp will you save me, I don’t think so
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| Will you take my hand and pull me up, just give me hope
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| You wanna say that it’s all in my head you think I didn’t know
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| Im the one who put myself here so hang me from this rope
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| So drag me out, new ice on my wrist yeah
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| Don’t feel nothing yeah my exes talk shit yeah
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| You pull me under, my eyes start to glow
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| Go hard in the smoke, new Gucci on my hoe
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| Left right to the face yeah you end up on the ground
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| Go cry to another cus your girls mine now
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| Im a sad little shit, im giving no fucks now
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| Stay high on the track, yeah I don’t come down
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| Lost in the sheets of yesterday
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| Got a new girl in my bed yeah im not ok
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| Have another sip of this lean and ill fade away
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| Push myself into the background where im cast astray
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| You know that im just a wallflower, I flutter in the room
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| No one ever sees me so im never getting used
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| Got my real crew, real friends, right out by the door
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| Wanna talk some more shit yeah i’ll knock you on the floor
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| Yeah I lost a lot of faith in myself in the one-two one
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| Mental illness still plagues me but I have won
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| Yeah my numbers coming up on a new day a new way
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| You ain’t got the guts to put me down anymore so don’t stay
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| Your choking on the words that you couldn’t say but I have some
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| I don’t wanna hear your name anymore so get lost
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| Every day’s slowly getting better gotta keep on that track
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| Gotta keep my head straight yeah im never gonna slack
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| So drag me out, new ice on my wrist yeah
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| Don’t feel nothing yeah my exes talk shit yeah
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| You pull me under, my eyes start to glow
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| Go hard in the smoke, new Gucci on my hoe
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| Left right to the face yeah you end up on the ground
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| Go cry to another cus your girls mine now
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| Im a sad little shit, im giving no fucks now
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| Stay high on the track, yeah I don’t come down |