Lyrics I'm not O.K. - Real Dope World, Elena

I'm not O.K.

All this weight that I’m carrying
And the hurt that I feel within
Its like I’m drowning in my skin
Its messing with my very being
All this weight that I’m carrying
And the hurt that I feel within
Its like I’m drowning in my skin
Its messing with my very being
So let it be known
Its not just me in the zone
I’m lost in a hole of grief
Trying to sort all of this cause I need to break free
So let it be known
Its not just me in the zone
I’m lost in a hole of grief
Trying to sort all of this cause I need to break free
And that’s the reality when you look closely
You’ll see it’s all a pose
And I’m not OK
I’m not OK
And that’s the reality when you look closely
You’ll see it’s all a pose
And I’m not OK
I’m not OK
People thinking I’m dop like that
Seeking means to flex on my grind
Stady climbing, I ain’t reclining
My bills been piling I lost my vibe
Skipping class just to write my raps
They used to mock used to laugh at that
I don’t care steady on my grind
I don’t care I’m steady on my grind
Let me paint a picture now you know the feeling of how
You ain’t got nothing to chow, but them folks still bow
When they see you on the gram, looking like a cash cow
They steady commenting wow, and they wanna say vows
But you know you’re broke and stuck, your whole ass stuck
In debt, and when throats are cut they’re going for your head
And a whole adult is pissed off, coz it seems he rode hard luck
His whole life
No money (no money) no wife (no wife)
No juice (no juice) no life (no life)
I’m stressed (I'm stressed) I’m tensed (I'm tensed)
But they say (they say) that I’m blessed (I'm blessed)
God!, is this the life that you chose for me
I need you now, don’t ghost on me
Sick of pain sick of shame I’m not O. K
I need the Lord to rain down on me
Life is a house better grab your key
Life is a race better run with a team
Coz life can be gravity pulling you down
Sucking the life outta as you drown
If life is a joke then I must be a clown
If life is a show then I gotta take a bow
Got the fans screaming loud
But I hurt bad inside I’m out
BLAOW!
And that’s the reality when you look closely
You’ll see it’s all a pose
And I’m not OK
I’m not OK
And that’s the reality when you look closely
You’ll see it’s all a pose
And I’m not OK
I’m not OK