Lyrics The Monster - Lolita

The Monster

I couldn’t wait for you
You left me thinking
Not with my heart
I was too busy breaking, slowly like torture
Busy waiting on her
Patient busy wasting, away
Fast, too fast
I had to focus on me when i met you
I’m sorry that you had to feel it
If I had to leave, it’s not me to forget you
If i could forget it’d be evil
I’m already evil to so many people
You see it in me and don’t mean to
So much that you make me believe you
So much that you make me believe you
(hook)
Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready
I was out of control, it was over already
Said i hated you but that was the molly
That wasn’t me, i was lit when i said it
I had a hell of a life i guess i should say that
I trust nobody, i tried to work on it
Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready
I was out of control, but this go i’ll be honest
I was to lit off the low when i when i blocked you
I woke up and didn’t even know it
I meant it that time when i said that i got you
But i don’t feel like me when i am sober
Trying but i think it’s over
I am lying, i hate you, come over
It’s love when you feel like you don’t know what
But love is just love nigga so what
If love is just love to you, so what
You talk to me like there was no us
And if you text my phone i’ll be cordial
But don’t ask for a hit when i roll up
Your aura is only nostalgic now
But i really can’t fuck with you aura
You changed on me on the low
I only wish i would have known
(hook)
Can we do it over cause i wasn’t ready
I was out of control, it was over already
Said that i hate you but that was the molly
That wasn’t me, i was lit when i said it
Had a hell of a life i guess i should say that
I think you just hate how i play that
Can we do over cause i wasn’t ready
I was out of control, but this go i’ll be honest
Where did you go
I’m not a monster x 2
Where did you go
I’m not a monster x 2
I’ve got a soul
I’m not a monster x 3
You wouldn’t know
Not a monster
Got a soul
You wouldn’t know
Got control
(Hook)