Translation of the song lyrics Razgovori S Duhom - Jantar

Razgovori S Duhom (original)

Usamljen, moram ti priznat da boli me
Jer ja sam poput duha koji vuče se kroz gomile
Nevidljiv, bez mirisa, ne osjećam dodire
I možeš naći vel’ko ništa ispod ljuske prozirne
Snovi me vuku ispod, ne moram ja čak ni spavat'
Emocije mraka u meni su poput oceana
Moja narav me slama, kak' da ti opišem riječima
Osjećam poglede prezira na jebenim leđima
I reci da me poznaš, brijem da je krivo vrijeme
Jer u ovim trenucima ja ne poznam samog sebe
Strah od sjene strašno pere, 22, a k’o malo dijete
Zato venem nakon smjene, borim se ja snagom vjere
Da dovedem se u red, ali previše sam skeptičan
Jer ja i korak naprijed vodimo taj vječni rat
Sjedim sam, posijedim sav, trepnem i osjetim pad
Izmjerim tlak, stvarno ne znam kak' da ja promijenim stav
A njezin dah me nekad vrati, al' to traje sekundu
Mene možeš naći svugdje, al' nikad na pravom putu
Mogu i promijenit' rutu, ne vrijedi, odma' osjeti se
Fakat je sve u meni il' su možda krive smjernice
Promijeni se, u ogledalo vičem «Jebi se!»
Jer nemam oružje sa kojim mogu ja pobijedit stres
Osjeti bijes, širim ga k’o loša osoba
Već toliko vremena žedan sam ja svojeg ponosa
Pričaš sa mnom, isto k’o da pričaš s nikim
Bar jednom shvati, ja i ti nismo isti
One priče su daleko iza, stvarno dugo
Razgovori sa mnom su kao razgovori s duhom
Pričaš sa mnom, isto k’o da pričaš s nikim
Bar jednom shvati, ja i ti nismo isti
One priče su daleko iza, stvarno dugo
Razgovori sa mnom su kao razgovori s duhom
Pokušavam ostat čvrst, dosta hladan, neustrašiv
Ali što se više branim sve se više pletu laži
Tražim način da nekako zadržim svijet u šaci
Al' ja nisam poput onih koji iz prve prijeđu nasip
Pjesmu gasim, jer ona samo svira za goste
A gdje su naši?
Razbacani, k’o i kvartovske kocke
Dobro znate 'ko ste, oni žive svoje snove
Dok nas nekoliko treba samo olovku i trosjed
Nisam pozer, svejedno, al' nekad sam nježan i plah
Nekad sam ono kaj pričam, a tada treba mi mač
Mira neda mi vrag i priznam, a jedva me znaš
Previše se vremena osjećam k’o jebena laž
Suprug, uskoro otac, oduvijek sam bio ništa
Moram se promijenit', zatim izbrisati dio priča
Nikom sličan, kad o tome se radi nisko ciljam
Trebali smo mi o svemu popričat', al' nismo nikad
Razgovori s duhom teški su, još više rijetki su
Ja letim svemirom dok ti me gledaš kako sjedim tu
Sa očima praznim, primijetiš to i kažeš jesi glup
U pravu si kada razmišljaš da prekineš sveti krug
I svetinju razaram, sjeti me i odma' pizdim
Čujem jedva tvoje riječi pa mi nekad kažu prolaznici
Mozak bistrim, čujem samo 'ko zna di si, dosta kriv si
Priznam da jesam, al' moram i da ću ostat isti
Pričaš sa mnom, isto k’o da pričaš s nikim
Bar jednom shvati, ja i ti nismo isti
One priče su daleko iza, stvarno dugo
Razgovori sa mnom su kao razgovori s duhom
Pričaš sa mnom, isto k’o da pričaš s nikim
Bar jednom shvati, ja i ti nismo isti
One priče su daleko iza, stvarno dugo
Razgovori sa mnom su kao razgovori s duhom

(translation)

Lonely, I have to admit to you that it hurts
For I am like a ghost that drags through crowds
Invisible, odorless, I don't feel touches
And you can find almost nothing under the transparent shell
Dreams drag me down, I don't even have to sleep'
The emotions of the darkness inside me are like the ocean
My temper breaks me, how can I describe it to you in words
I can feel the looks of disdain on my fucking back
And say you know me, I think it's the wrong time
Because in these moments I don't know myself
The fear of the shadow washes terribly, 22, and like a small child
That's why I wither after the shift, I fight with the strength of faith
To get myself in order, but I'm too skeptical
Because I and a step forward are waging that eternal war
I'm sitting alone, I'm all gray, I blink and I feel the fall
I measure the pressure, I really don't know how to change my attitude
And her breath sometimes brings me back, but it lasts a second
You can find me everywhere, but never on the right path
I can also change the route, it's not worth it, you can feel it right away
But it's all in me or maybe the directions are wrong
Get changed, I'm shouting «Fuck you!» in the mirror.
Because I don't have a weapon with which I can defeat stress
Feel the anger, I spread it like a bad person
For so long I have been thirsty for my pride
You're talking to me, just like you're talking to no one
At least understand for once, you and I are not the same
Those stories are far behind, for a really long time
Conversations with me are like conversations with a ghost
You're talking to me, just like you're talking to no one
At least understand for once, you and I are not the same
Those stories are far behind, for a really long time
Conversations with me are like conversations with a ghost
I try to remain firm, quite cool, fearless
But the more I defend myself, the more lies are spun
I'm looking for a way to somehow hold the world in my fist
But I'm not like those who cross the embankment the first time
I'm turning the song off, because she's just playing for the guests
And where are ours?
Scattered, like neighborhood cubes
You know who you are, they are living their dreams
While a few of us just need a pen and a sofa
I'm not a poser, anyway, but sometimes I'm gentle and timid
Sometimes I am what I say, and then I need a sword
Mira, the devil forbid I confess, and you barely know me
Too much of the time I feel like a fucking lie
Husband, soon to be father, I have always been nothing
I have to change', then delete part of the stories
Like no other, when it comes down to it I aim low
We should have talked about everything, but we never did
Conversations with a ghost are difficult, even rarer
I'm flying through space while you watch me sit there
With empty eyes, you notice it and say you are stupid
You are right to think of breaking the sacred circle
And I'm destroying the sanctuary, remember me and I'm pissing right away
I can barely hear your words, so passers-by sometimes tell me
I clear my brain, I only hear 'who knows where you are, you are quite guilty
I admit that I am, but I must and will remain the same
You're talking to me, just like you're talking to no one
At least understand for once, you and I are not the same
Those stories are far behind, for a really long time
Conversations with me are like conversations with a ghost
You're talking to me, just like you're talking to no one
At least understand for once, you and I are not the same
Those stories are far behind, for a really long time
Conversations with me are like conversations with a ghost