Translation of the song lyrics No sé qué estoy pagando - Edith Márquez

No sé qué estoy pagando (original)

Yo no se que estoy pagando
Para merecerte a ti
Si hubiera sabido que es tan alto
El precio para ser feliz
Yo no se que cuentas debo
Ni porque me fui a enredar
Habiendo en el mundo tantos hombres
Al peor me fui a encontrar
Pero no
De ninguna manera me voy a aferrar al destino
Y veras que aunque caro me cueste
Yo voy a encontrar mi camino
Y no voy a vengarme pues yo se cual es tu castigo
Tu condena sera verte solo
Y mi olvido…
Yo no se si te das cuenta
Del cariño que te dí
Ni siquiera creo que comprendas
Lo que es amarte a ti
Era publico tu engaño
Solo rumores para mi
Si fui la burla de la gente
Me voy
Te toca a ti
Yo no se que estoy…
Ay… Pagando

(translation)

I don't know what I'm paying
to deserve you
If only I'd known it's so tall
the price to be happy
I don't know what accounts I owe
Nor because I went to get entangled
There being so many men in the world
At worst I went to find
But no
There's no way I'm holding on to fate
And you will see that although it costs me expensive
I'm going to find my way
And I'm not going to take revenge because I know what your punishment is
Your sentence will be to see you alone
And my forgetfulness…
I don't know if you realize
Of the love that I gave you
I don't even think you understand
what it is to love you
Your deception was public
just rumors for me
If I was the mockery of the people
I'm going
It's your turn
I don't know what I'm…
Oh… Paying