| Yeah, I don’t wanna talk, stop reaching out
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| Didn’t need you then, don’t need you now
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| This fucking world’s tryna beat down
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| I spill my heart till, I’m bleeding it out
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| I rap my truth, never leave it out
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| I overthink, when I think about
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| Those who did me wrong, So I write a song
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| Cuz you motherfuckers gotta see me now, I’m
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| Tired of this, I’m just tryna get inspired again
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| All of my demons keep piling in
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| Until I can’t breath
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| They make me believe
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| That I’m hurt till I’m spiraling
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| I hate the mood that I am in
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| Conceal my pain, I’m hiding it
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| This feeling won’t fade, I’m tired of it
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| Yo why is it, that all my feelings
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| Always have me stuck on the deep end
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| I an not sit around and pretend
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| Like I’m alright, when I’m in pieces
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| Seeing all the people I believed in
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| Switch up, so they force me to leave them
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| Now my trust issues keep increasing
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| While I’m tryna battle my demons, I
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| Wanna quit but that just isn’t me
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| I put a decade in this
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| I’ve mastered my self belief
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| But one thing that I can’t fix
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| Are the burdens my life bring
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| They suffocate me and it’s
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| Dragging my soul underneath
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| Wish I could breathe
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| People aren’t who they pretend to be
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| So I keep my distance
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| Cuz I’ll see thru them eventually
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| Fake people calling people fake
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| That sums up the whole industry
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| I see them as enemies
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| I got reals one who stick with me, but
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| I’m trapped in my thoughts
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| I have felt so lost
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| Why can’t I get out
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| Cuz I just can not escape, ooo
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| Cuz I just can not escape, ooo, I just
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| Waking up feeling empty and stuck
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| It’s depressing it sucks, I’m not tryna give up
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| But I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
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| Yeah I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
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| Yeah, going to bed
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| With these thoughts in my head
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| Make me feel I’m less
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| Like I’m better off dead
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| Cuz I can not escape this, yeah yeah
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| Yeah I can not escape this, yeah yeah
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| Yeah, I’m surprise that I don’t drink
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| Maybe that’ll numb my pain
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| At night when I can’t sleep
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| These thoughts scatter my brain
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| And make me start to think
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| About times that I’ve wasted
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| Chasing, people I grieved
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| I need a reset, hate feeling depressed
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| Deflect, every single issue and
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| Regret, reject any help you offer
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| I’ll eject, and isolate myself
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| Cuz either way I swear these next
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| Chapters in my life, I won’t let nobody in
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| But I know I’m a fuck that up cuz isn’t it obvious
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| I always break my self promises, the problem is
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| I’ll commit to everybody else before jonathon, damn
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| My demons keep me cornered
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| They taunt me til I’m tortured
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| Happy sad, in that order
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| I may have a disorder
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| Carry weight on my shoulders
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| My heart is Growing colder, my dad is never sober
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| That’s why I don’t go over — I
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| Sound over the top, in every record I drop
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| Live my life we can swap
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| Some say that I’m blessed
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| When really I’m not
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| I got everything but can’t enjoy anything I got cuz
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| I’m trapped in my thoughts
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| I have felt so lost
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| Why can’t I get out
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| Cuz I just can not escape, ooo
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| Cuz I just can not escape, ooo, I just
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| Waking up feeling empty and stuck
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| It’s depressing it sucks, I’m not tryna give up
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| But I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
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| Yeah I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
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| Yeah, going to bed
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| With these thoughts in my head
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| Make me feel I’m less
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| Like I’m better off dead
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| Cuz I can not escape this, yeah yeah
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| Yeah I can not escape this, yeah yeah
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| I can’t escape the pain inside my heart
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| No I can’t escape, no I can’t escape |