Lyrics Somethin Real - Futuristic, Kira Kosarin, Sik World

Somethin Real

They want something real, something to feel
Here go the deal, y’all gotta chill
You all on my neck, you all in my grill
Like this ain’t enough
My nigga you suck, go back to the crib
Back to the way that you rap when you struggle so bad
Had a gun to your head on the bridge
But what about you?
How you still ain’t changed?
Throwing dirt on my name as soon as I grow
You hate me the most
Wish that I was the same, the same as you are
Down in the dumps
Down on my luck, doubt on myself
Broke as a joke, testing my health
Running thru bottles and dwelling my sorrows with women around me who fuck me
to leave
Crushing these pills doing line after line lace the joint with the coke while
you sipping' codeine
Abusing the people you love 'cause you scared to yourself and what you might
eventually be
You just give up 'cause the failure occurring too much, let me tell you that’s
never been me
I hit the bottle with pencils and motival visuals the coke of the kid with the
stand
I dropped a song and it’s charted but it seems like sometimes you don’t care
I keep on going don’t worry 'bout tainted opinions, the others they ain’t there
I keep it real even if it gets different, I spit how I’m living and keep them
aware
Know you paid amends because
That’s why you gon' listening to god
Change is gone and now you hung up on the come up
You throw me shade on, I pull the sun up
And now the sun up
Never been the revision
Never been your decision
Change is gone and now you hung up, on the come up
You throw me shade, I pull the sun up
And now the sun up
Yeah, you want something real, til I say how I feel
It’s not my fault when I pour out my thoughts
It puts you all in the feels
Maybe I’m needing to chill, maybe I’m needing a pill
Maybe I’m needing her still, maybe I’m needing a hill
Maybe I’m depending on love, fuck
Dependency kills
Wondering why I am living, when I was inside of the kitchen
Well I sit down gripping that knife, uh
Wondering, thinking 'bout life, uh
I almost made the most selfish decision
Clenching my neck fuck, I wanted to slit it
All of the pain, all the pain I was feeling
I wanted to cut, but thank god that I didn’t
And I realised that my life is bigger than me
Got so many people depending on me
My hidden depression was sickening me
But I didn’t end it 'cause this isn’t me
Nah, this isn’t me
I am stronger than I think, I wear my heart on my sleeve
I’m not afraid of exposure, I show my emotion
So when I am flowing they know that it’s me
If they had it there right now I would plummet
I wouldn’t peak or ever reach the summit
I would feel defeated, leave here with nothing
I would be drunk sipping' Bourbon and clubbin'
I would be sick, feeling pain in my stomach
I would be following them like a puppet
I would’ve quit my dreams and never done it
Know you paid amends because
That’s why you gon' listening to god
Change is gone and now you hung up on the come up
You throw me shade on, I pull the sun up
And now the sun up
Never been the revision
Never been your decision
Change is gone and now you hung up, on the come up
You throw me shade, I pull the sun up
And now the sun up